| 29.11.03 |
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another crappy day today...
had to go down to sentosa for the dunnoe-what carnival... whole day sit there and rot... no wind... then pple ard were more interested in babe/hunk watching... so the more senior pple ended up drinking their hearts out... and the young ones like us... got pep talk from uncle nasir... he's damn farnie la... lame maybe... maybe he's just drunk... then went to try archery... think the 4 balloons all kena burst by us... i burst one... so happie... hahaha... at least i know maybe i got talent in other fields... *pukes* ate lunch with the team at habourfront centre... yoshinoya... wasnt that good.. but like alwaz... everything to me is edible... helped andrew buy beer... then bring into sentosa... lalala.... never knew slacking is this tiring.... rather go to mr wee's place and play soccer with the klass man... oh well... obligations galore... qi was saying uncle ben is very nice to me... wonder what made her say that... coz he called me dear at NSC yesterdae?? hehehe... he calls everyone that la... doctors are supposed to be big hearted and all TLC ya??? *starts puking* uncle ben is really nice la... in my opinion... i know he alwaz use vulgarities... which i thoroughly detest... but i've alwaz had a good impression of him... maybe its his charisma... you know... that charm... the idea of a pai kia A&E doctor.... hahha... the appeal of novelty ya? will go pack bags now... am gonna be the oni one without the suitcase-like luggage... thinking of stuffing everything into the big backpack... which is huge btw... travel light man... let me try ya??? anyway... we'll get to do laundry there... realised that i'm really not prepared for the trip... scary feeling... just hope everything turns out all right... and that i come back to sg in one piece... =) oh ya... couldnt help but eavesdrop on the couple sitting beside me in the mrt on my way home... debating abt insurance... can oni hear the gurl though... coz she speak so loud... dun wan eavesdrop also can hear... said that probably oni 20% of pple who buy insurance really need them... that its something that capitalises on pple's fear of the unknown... i dunnoe whether i belong in the 20% when i bought my travel and sailing insurance... but on the account that injuries are common in my sport... i guess i do... though i dun wanna really get injured... the feeling sucks... and you'll be rendered useless for extended periods of time... damn... like little eugene's bro asked me... what limb i'd rather break... considering i value mobility...save the legs... but since hugs make up a huge part of pple's lives...save the arms as well... ----Stef stopped rambling at 20:13 --Link to Post |
| 28.11.03 |
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today wake up so early...
piangz... to go buy the wet suits... spent like 400 bucks in one day... bought a wetsuit...80 bucks... long sleeved lycra top...50 bucks... board bag....150 bucks... spares and accessories...80 bucks... andrew got a little pissed that we took so long.. came to pick us up at constantwind... then he drove us down to nsc... u know andrew la... one cant get angry with him for long... even if u bu shuang him... he start cracking some lame joke that usually is funny... then u'll forget that you bu shuang him one... thats why... damn difficult to be angry with him... good thing or bad... damn funnie la today... coz i din bring clothes to change... then raining... so borrowed andrew's quiksilver shorts... wore my new lycra... piangz... hate that thing... damn tight.. but it has to be that way... went out to PFSSC to look for my boom and harness.. then got back on shore... andrew took off the shirt he was wearing then pass to me... ask me wear.. think my fats showing in the tight lycra man... and he buay ta han hahha... but sweet gesture though... felt warmer with his ultra big shirt... trapped air mah... but seriously... think i kinda looked like him then... though shoulders abit narrower... but shorts and shirt all his lor... got two new rigs and boards coming in today... man... those are for the two selected to go india in january... for the asian sailing championships... chances of me going, zero... but it din stop me from drooling at the seamless boards man.. damn chio... told parents abt the possibility on the way home.. abt india in january.. they kinda talked abt the latest bombings in india... actually they were really hesitant abt letting me go penang and pattaya... india will be a bigger problem.... even if i can make it lor... haiz... still will work hard in thailand man... been slacking for months liaoz... time for me to burn some fat man! oh ya... ryan... bro's best fren's bro... replied on friendster lor.. and he is damn nice also... hehe... coz i was saying i never really saw him before... though he oni lives 4 floors above me.. then suggested meeting up at library someday or something... =P hehhe... i going thailand... so anything would have to come later anyways... actually got alot of things to blog one.. but i really too tired... then eyes wanna close for the day liaoz... me trying to set up msn for myself... sis says most internet cafes have msn... so maybe i should get an acc... so that i can ramble to them from pattaya... will try.. have the whole nite to do it.. if my eyes dun shut down before my PC does... ----Stef stopped rambling at 23:55 --Link to Post |
| 27.11.03 |
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shanshan gave me this photo yesterdae...
i think she looks sooOOOoooOOooo sweet! dont u think so? 
granny suddenly woke up... started talking really loudly... kinda got worried... went to her for a while... dad and i spoke to her for the longest time... its like having 3 generations ard talking... it felt homely... it felt good... time was spent calming granny down... but somehow... felt really close to her holding her hand... it wasnt just a surface hold... but fingers interlinked... and a tight grip... never felt so close to her before... but today i did... we think she might be getting senile soon... but quite frankly... dun want that to happen... i dun want to come back from pattaya and she asking me who i am... she really dotes on me alot... i want my song-singing... malay-vulgarities-sprouting...happy-go-lucky granny... and watching my dad comfort her the way he did today... almost made me cry... coz i realised i had the best of dads... and kinda regretted not being a better daughter... my dad alwaz had a way with children... i know he loves us and will go all out to protect us... quite frankly... i wanna do that for him too... when he grows old... remember i told my mom a couple of weeks ago... that she shouldnt be giving us the best parts of the chicken anymore... or the fish or the like... thing is... there comes a point in life where the parent no longer takes care of the child... a one way thing... i know i'm not old enough to say i'll take care of them... but i can say that we've come to a stage where we take care of each other... sometimes treating us all too good makes us take things for granted... lest that happens... i thought it'll be better that she starts treating me like an adult... and let me be good to her as well... sounds all too ideal? truth is... i'm not that good... but i try to be... ----Stef stopped rambling at 23:55 --Link to Post |
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finally!!!
papers are over!!! (all kinds of exclaimations of pure joy and happiness..) muahhaa... am glad am glad... but had to come home early la... get some packing done... got luke to do some shopping with me... for power bars... cereal and stuff... to bring over... ate with him... then came home! woohoo! Whose line is it anyway? is in town man! thought i heard so on the radio... man... ben! oei! you said you going to bring me ya??!?!?! when!?!??! i think they'll be gone before i'm back you know?!?!?! oei!!! but then again... i dont think its very possible to fit the show in before i leave on monday... argh!!! die die die... dun wanna miss them... besides... you're busy with the xmas stuff ya??? maybe just make do with the TV show on cable... =( keke... am too excited to ramble on anymore... remember i mentioned abt writing to wf's bro on friendster??? man! he's damn nice lor... and damn nice to talk to... (read: crap to...) pity i never spoke to him IRL... that's in real life... me introvert... rem? lalaa... keke... i admit... part of the reason why i got less to say here is that i practically babblered 5+ paras to him liaoz... so fingers abit tired... added him on icq.. both of us wondering wad would wf think if he knew we were talking... muahaha... dont think wf will care anyways... maybe except to warn his bro abt me... lalala.... friendster is crappy! oh ya... bro kinda forced me to add his best fren's bro on frenster... man... i did mention b4 rite??? ryan? he's quite shuai? yeah man... he added me back laioz... but i think its not before thinking what i siao person i am... adding someone i dun really know... who cares?! frenster is a crappy place anyway... ciaoz ciaoz... have to start packing!!! ----Stef stopped rambling at 22:41 --Link to Post |
| 26.11.03 |
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photo for today...
trying the bimbo-tic poses at the esplanade... against the sg skyline! SAS.jpg ----Stef stopped rambling at 17:07 --Link to Post |
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just back from physics p5....
not bad lah... at least can do... but of course... its a matter of whether i get it right annot... tmr's the bigger war... the final strike... the deciding paper... but also a reason for jubilation... freedom... peace... not really if we start rioting in euphoria... watever! cant really play tomorrow though... have to get lotsa things in place... my insurance... my autoroam... my stuff... my equipment... my bags... argh... am thinking will a miracle happen... and everything be done for me automatically??? guess not... kanbatte stef... u only have yourself... guess i probably wont get to see luke again for 2 years at least... since he leaving mid-dec... oh well... wish him best in china... guess wad... received email abt a race in JB after the new year... so it seems like it would be siam cup... then back to sg for xmas and sg open/kellychan marathon... then up to JB for some race... they're trying to attract the foreign sailors that sg will be having for sg open... so we'll see ya??? probably chiong that race too... gathering all the experience we can get... for the post-a-level me... i dont think i have much hope of doing well... with my stamina at zero and my strength at minus5... but will do my best la... make the most outta things... flight details are as follows... gawd... first time taking TG... wonder how it'll be like... since the plane leaves at noon... probably have to carry my boards and rigs in by 9 plus or 10... TG - Thai Intl Flight 404 Booking Code: M Date: Monday, December 01, 2003 From: Changi Intl Arpt, Singapore Singapore To: Bangkok Intl Arpt, Bangkok Thailand Departs: 12:25 PM Arrives: 1:45 PM Status: confirmed pple... pray for me... ----Stef stopped rambling at 16:55 --Link to Post |
| 25.11.03 |
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word of wisdom from yujin...
far away in newcastle... tough times dun last, tough men do. now me and edw... challenging each other to decipher wad he means... lest i make a fool outta myself... i shall maintain silence... but its a good quote.. so why not share? ----Stef stopped rambling at 17:37 --Link to Post |
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dad doesnt seem pretty keen on getting a new digicam...
was eyeing the 3.2 mega pixels one... but dont think i'll even get a 2.0... so... probably make do with the conventional cam... but still will try convincing him abt buying it with my own money... no case... coz he paid for my 500 bucks for pattaya... on the grounds that i actually have been 'earning' money over the last year... for essay and the dunnoe-wat award... i want new digicam!!! found wf's brother on friendster... was thoroughly impressed by his wit and use of language... quite intriguing to see two brothers being so totally different... didnt speak too much to his brother while we were together though... even though it was evident that those guys were damn close to one another... other than the times i was over at their place studying... oni occasion that i recalled being out with him was when we met up with him and his gf for lunch one day... and wf graciously suggested that he'll pay for the 4 of us... considering his bro was still in NS... it was these kinda acts of consideration that really gained my respect and trust in him... but back to topic.. i sent him a message... hah... wonder if he'll make the link... but i don think so... considering i'm not linked to wf... we'll see... been trying to study today... but aint very successful... coz bro kept challenging me to mini golf with him... sis hiding ard the whole house away from dad who's asking her to clear her stuff... then mom kept asking me to eat the stuff she bought today... dad kept cracking us up with his lame jokes and all... piangz... cant conc... but it felt good to have the whole family home like that... stuff i've been missing every weekend at the beach... though my pals know/think/believe i'm the ultra family kinda person... alwaz forsaking dinners with them to be with my family... but truth is... it was the oni way i can make it up to them la... =P today is my 'save-your-sms' day... not going to reply anyone's sms... got two this morning... feel bad... but i really must not succumb to temptation! stop smsing! dont want my parents to come after me with oct's bill after i survived thai training... so anyone with impt stuff to tell me today... dun sms me!!! thinking wat photo i should feature today... hmm.. am thinking oka... my ultimate ou xiang... this is one asian games gold medalist with no airs man! he's like so ultra humble... and nice!!! remembered teaching him how to make the leaf grasshopper... then he said his fingers too fat... cannot make... and how he just grabbed sk by the legs and lifted him up... gawd... ouxiang! oka.jpg ----Stef stopped rambling at 16:32 --Link to Post |
| 24.11.03 |
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topic of the day...
my dearest team-mates... actually just two of them... coz went out with sam and loony today... to buy spares for our trip... this is a pix with ah dong... our favourite hkg surfer.. idol sia... he is probably why i thought of becoming a firefighter... hah... hkgfirefighter.jpg just back from crapping with the guys ard town... siao day man... ran in the rain from lavender mrt to jln besar... bought stuff at marintech... all the air blocks and wad not... ropes... debated abt what thickness of bungees were better... almost stranggled sam though.. i'm the kind of person who has to have things my way... esp if i'm with pple i'm close to... horrible me i know... but tats me... guys just suaned me like fish takes to water again... think they really miss suaning me... gawd... dunnoe how i'm going to survive pattaya with them ard... called andrew on his hp to ask abt rope lengths...... think diverted to his home... his dad picked up i think... bleah.. darent call back liaoz.. half the day later the guys tried again... they said his mom so frenly.. and stupid guy not at work today.. called ssf... piangz... big slacker... then bought screws and nuts (for the guys' brains) at french road... so cool leh... the guy like got all kinds of screws in the whole world... peifu... then took mrt all the way down to constantwind... for wetsuits and harness line tubing... but tubing dont have... and the wet suits are freaking ex... can set you back by abt 150 bucks for a shortie lor.. piangz.... seriously... i dun feel like buying... who's to say whether they'll send me to europe/china next time... and i really think pattaya is not that cold to warrant such an expensive wetsuit... think we'll look like idiots there... feel like sleeping... hitting the guys everytime they suan me is quite tiring you know??? ate laksa and soya beancurd with them at bedok... lunch was decent la... its 1640 hrs now... i know i'm supposed to be studying... but i'm just too sleepy... zzzZZZzzz... ----Stef stopped rambling at 16:30 --Link to Post |
| 23.11.03 |
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study study study...
wait! *watches ZHEN QING* *starts crying* *forgets abt books* *starts crying coz cannot finish studying* man... i guess i'm only human... but seriously... the tears just kept flowing when i watch that show... automatic one lor... haiz... maybe its too real liaoz... took out some clothes that i know i'll use in pattaya.. but will never use until then.. haha... eg my PT kit... gawd.. the bout of flu the last week... really rendered me USELESS... but how to run when i cant even breathe properly at nite?? when the eeky stuff at the throat threatens to propagate and block my nasal passage.... and all airways leading to my lungs... man... it better clear up before pattaya man... i know i'm a sick cat... alwaz falling sick and what not... but falling sick away from my doting parents... without pple cooking nice stuff for me... is hell man... luke's sick... and his replies to my sms ah... piangz... one sms... 40 characters... that bad ah??? unlike the usual him... taking up two sms-es to reply one sms of mine... hope he gets better... fast... and ant's complaining i havent been writing abt him.. true ah... but truth is... there have been too many things on my mind lately... archimedes' principle... superposition... acceleration... newton's laws of motion... simple harmonic motion... guys like faraday...lenz... and of course their corresponding laws... but seriously... am glad to have bumped into him online yesterdae... when i was still recovering from that ordeal on friday... (read: SLACKING) realised we're both totally in love with 'Whose line is it anyway?' and made a pact to go watch together when they come to sg ya?? eh buddy... that means you PAY rite??? i cant afford them leh... i poor student oni... and starting this thurs... i'm jobless ya know? must consider my situation... and so fun... decided to start a forum for you... pple reading this blog... if you had been to suntec starting today till xmas... check out the xmas deco and post your comments on my tag board! bet ant will be dying to know wad pple really think... no worries pple... just your bluntest and most honest comments will do! muahha.... me go back to books liaoz... must start on option: PHYSICS OF FLUIDS..... =P ----Stef stopped rambling at 19:37 --Link to Post |
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okay...
this is official... i'm really freaking out abt the trip... there is just so much to be done before it... and i have totally no time!!! think i lost my harness anyway... i dun know where to find it... and gawd... it costs at least 60 bucks... i must find it!!! stressed... i have oni one free day to pack the stuff... and i oni mean equipment... weekend at some carnival at sentosa where we all have to attend... think i've to start doing up stuff at home liaoz... looking for my swimsuit... my shorts... my sunblocks... gawd!!! and i still need to study for the paper on thurs.... argh! think i'm driving myself crazy... will have to study extra hard today... coz going out with the guys to replenish our tool box and buy the spares tomorrow... and oh ya... the wetsuit... and i havent got to stuff i need to buy before the trip ya??? aahhhhh!!! will get down to books now... and start praying that luke will be a willing chauffeur for me tmr... need to make the most out of tmr!!! ----Stef stopped rambling at 12:54 --Link to Post |
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LAYER 0NE:
-- Name: stef... -- Birth date: 23 september 1985 -- Birthplace: Gleneagles Hospital....not sure how to spell though... -- Current Location: singapore...ya? -- Eye Color: brown..cant really see... -- Hair Color: black... -- Height: 1.59m..abt there la...this is wat i choose to believe... -- Righty or Lefty: righty... -- Zodiac Sign: virgo or libra...depends on mood... LAYER TWO: -- The shoes you wore today: havent went out for today...but would probably put on sandals later... -- Your weakness: too emotional... -- Your fears: sharks...creepy crawlies...lightning/thunder... -- Your perfect pizza: hmmm...havent seen a fish pizza ard, have you? -- Goal you'd like to achieve: learn kickboxing or some martial art by next year... LAYER THREE: -- Your most overused phrase(s) on MSN: have to be iRC...erm...'harroz'!? -- Your thoughts first waking up: 5 MORE MINS!!!... -- Your best physical feature: darn...none seem to make the mark... -- Your bedtime: range between 8pm to 4am... -- Your most missed memory: sitting on the swing...while my dad works hard to get it moving... LAYER FOUR: -- In love?: define...i do love my family though... LAYER FIVE: -- Smoke: dont think i will ever...but who's to know??? -- Cuss: wads this??? concussion??? never before... -- Sing: in the bathroom...in the car...in the lift... -- Take a shower everyday: about twice a day lah...but the first one i usually hide in the toilet only...bluff my mommy... -- Have a crush: duh...so many...haley joel osment...sean connery...so many!!! -- Do you think you've been in love: i thot it was la...but whether it was...is another story... -- Want to go to college: erm...thats where everyone is expected to end up rite?? one way or another... -- Like(d) high school: hmm...pretty much...its fine la... -- Believe in yourself: i lie too much...kinda hard to believe myself ya??? -- Get motion sickness: yup...sitting backwards in da bus...horrid...and i'm supposed to be a sailor...=P -- Think you're attractive: nah...not a chance... -- Think you're a health freak?: man...i eat all the crap stuff lor...if anyone were to die of heart disease...i'm one of them! -- Get along with your parent(s): lurve them to teeny weeny bits! -- Like thunderstorms: scared of thunder...cringe when i see lightning...... -- Play an instrument: tried to play the guitar...failed terribly... LAYER SIX: In the past month... -- drank alcohol: erm...nope...good student... -- Smoked: not before... -- Done a drug: painkillers count??? -- Had Sex: hah...*dead serious* no... -- Made Out: hah...*raise eyebrows* wad do you think? -- Gone on a date: does makan with ur fren count??? -- Gone to the mall?: for lunch, dinner, supplies... -- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: nah...heard they're bad for u! -- Eaten sushi: yupz... -- Been on stage: erm...a little more than one month ago la... -- Been dumped: yes yes...dustbin not big enough oni... -- Gone skating: nope...rather be surfing though... LAYER SEVEN: Ever... -- Played a game that required removal of clothing: hmmm...nah... -- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nope.... -- been caught "doing something": dont think so...regardless of wad the something might be... -- Been called a tease: think so...but wad does it mean?? -- Got beaten up: erm...by jing?? -- Shoplifted: nopez...i'd rather pay... -- Changed who you were to fit in: nah... LAYER EIGHT: -- Age you hope to be married: 27? -- Numbers and Names of Children: i like the name harold...jaysen...wait...why all guys??? -- Describe your Dream Wedding: hawaii!!! -- How do you want to die: painlessly... -- What do you want to be when you grow up: policewoman! LAYER NINE: In the opposite sex: -- Best eye color?: brown...duh...think i'll be rather freaked by green eyes... -- Best hair color?: rum...darn cool lor... -- Short or long hair: short la...guy leh! -- Height: >175... -- Best weight: 68? -- Best articles of clothing: casual shirts... -- Best first date location: beach...its a casual thing ya??? -- Best first kiss location: *shrugs* this kinda thing got location one meh??? i, for one, dun advocate PDA... ----Stef stopped rambling at 00:13 --Link to Post |
| 22.11.03 |
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yz sent me the new jay song...
from the movie one... thot its not bad... went to search for the lyrics... here it is... enjoy... ÖܽÜÂ×_-_¹ì¼£ ÔõôÒþ²Ø Îҵı¯ÉË Ê§È¥ÄãµÄµØ·½ ÄãµÄ·¢Ïã É¢µÄ´Òæ ÎÒÒѾ¸ú²»ÉÏ ±ÕÉÏÑÛ¾¦ »¹ÄÜ¿´¼û ÄãÀëÈ¥µÄºÛ¼£ ÔÚÔ¹âÏ һֱÕÒÑ° ÄÇÏëÄîµÄÉíÓ° Èç¹û˵·ÖÊÖ ÊÇ¿àÍ´µÄÆðµã ÄÇÔÚÖÕµã֮ǰ ÎÒÔ¸ÒâÔÙ°®Ò»±é ÏëÒª¶ÔÄã˵µÄ ²»¸Ò˵µÄ°® »á²»»áÓÐÈË ¿ÉÒÔÃ÷°× Îһᷢ×Å´ô È»ºóÍü¼ÇÄã ½Ó׎ô½ô±ÕÉÏÑÛ Ïë×ÅÄÇÒ»Ìì »áÓÐÈË´úÌæ ÈÃÎÒ²»ÔÙÏëÄîÄã Îһᷢ×Å´ô È»ºó΢΢Ц ½Ó׎ô½ô±ÕÉÏÑÛ ÓÖÏëÁËÒ»±é ÄãÎÂÈáµÄÁ³ ÔÚÎÒÍü¼Ç֮ǰ ÐÄÀïµÄÑÛÀá Ä£ºýÁËÊÓÏß ÄãÒÑ¿ì¿´²»¼û ----Stef stopped rambling at 18:42 --Link to Post |
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yesterdae kinda rained pretty heavily around midnite...
it was the very first time i actually felt scared... that the rain was falling so heavy and hard... cool wind blowing against my neck... it felt a little spooky... wanted so much to cuddle in da bed... under the comforter... i guess thats why they named it that... was playing yahoo pool with YXY... think we won equal no of games la... but idiot guy started out with 1100+ plus... me almost 1400... so kinda lost quite alot of points to him... darn... big fat idiot... though he's quite skinny actually... but that guy's good... i won the others based on luck oni... liew... dun understand something... some pple i sms dont reply my sms... and i dont reply some pple who sms me... its like just kinda waiting for that ONE sms... disregarding the rest... argh... i feel mean... but thats me... thats the way the world goes... frankly... suddenly feels as if i have very few good frenz... like after physics paper... dad calls me and tells me that there's no food at home... and luke saying he couldnt pick me coz he's having guests at home from abroad... i was a little lost... bestest buds all have their own lives liaoz... and seems like i'm slowing losing hold of the rest... is this growing up??? i dunnoe.. if thats the case i dun want to... i wanna things like before... ...chiong-ing gelares on tuesdays for icecream waffles... ...packing into the little kopitiam beside the church for teh and kaya toasts... ...sitting on the floor at 4th level parkway eating takeaways... ...sharing one delifrance set between 3 of us even though its not lunch/breakfast/dinner... ...hanging out at coffeebean/starbucks just sipping at the fraps... ...taking up tables at AMK central just swallowing AJ ice... ...steamboats at our fellow bballer's place... been having lotsa funny dreams lately... me being a demon catcher... with my partner whose face i cant really rem... damn exciting lor... even better than charmed... then something pretty crazy yesterdae as well.. but somehow... remember all these rather vividly... dont used to remember dreams this well... am sleeping a little violent as well... pillow ends up half the room away... soft toys sprewed all over the place... and my head at the other end of the bed... stress??? i seem to be blaming stress for everything... bleah... better end this... before they reject this entry saying its too long! ciaoz! ----Stef stopped rambling at 13:59 --Link to Post |
| 21.11.03 |
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love this photo...
know i'm not in it... invest ad-hoc mah... but think they look really happie... the shutterbug did a pretty good job in capturing that ya??? eh-hem... think its was me... =) invest.adhoc.jpg and you guys have got to check out my new link... adrenalin rush... same title... but different site... gawd... check out those pix!!! cant transfer them here... fear copy right issues... but man! those are awesome! ----Stef stopped rambling at 22:27 --Link to Post |
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saw this on someone's quit msg...
how true... Since light travel faster than sound, people appear bright until you hear them speak... maybe thats why i tend not to speak alot to pple i just got to know... you know... prolong the period of time in which i appear bright... ----Stef stopped rambling at 20:28 --Link to Post |
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physics today...
haiz haiz haiz... p1 was ok... quite easy... quite sure abt most of them... but p2 was reallie killer... haiz... prepared to die for physics also... was in bus with marcus... VA vice-president... crapped la... hehhe... abt the chem papers... the physics papers... and wad we going to do after the a levels... hehe... realised that he's actually very funny... quite ke ai actually... haha... lalala.... actually wanted to go town and see buskers one... but then he cannot come out tonight coz of family stuff... so haiz... then he cancelled on me too late to find anyone else... so i'm back to being a good student... and coming home after the paper... think i wanna watch more movies... cold creek manor? looks really cool... le papillon??? love french films... gawd... i dun haf much time on my hands... leaving for pattaya in like 9 days... havent packed... havent gotten my insurance... havent packed my equipment... havent found my harness... havent change money... havent done anything at all!!! ----Stef stopped rambling at 19:42 --Link to Post |
| 20.11.03 |
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just back from chem p1....
was a little better i guess... but was having a terrible stomach ache... must be something i ate in the morning... liew... tmr!!!! physics!!! will go motivate myself to study soon... am feeling a little nauseous after the 1 hr of mental torture... will be back!!! ...soon i guess... met up with him yesterdae afternoon... bought me stuff as a survival kit for marathon studying... tuna and biscuits... which we downed in the car... potato sticks... canned soup... hersheys... hello panda... lemon warheads to keep me awake... dunnoe whether to think he's considerate... or just trying to impress the idea that he's considerate... *tries not to think anything* i guess YXY's rite in saying that he's, afterall, an adult... and couldnt advise me further... even the smarty pants him wouldnt know wad he's thinking either... ----Stef stopped rambling at 10:29 --Link to Post |
| 18.11.03 |
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chem p3 today...
totally horrendous... would say i was breaking out in cold sweat... but considering my seat was really hot coz of the lack of ventilation and the humid weather... i cant tell whether it was hot/cold sweat... was just having trouble calming myself down... throughout the whole paper... was shivering like nuthing... really... it was terrible... food chem was horrid... almost left the whole thing blank... argh... ride home was troubled by this horrible headache... hurt alot... wanted to puke... bleah... dont know how i'm gonna motivate myself to study for p1 on thursday... really... lost all fighting spirit... must study for physics too, stef... i will i will... i'm trying.... ----Stef stopped rambling at 18:05 --Link to Post |
| 17.11.03 |
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it was noodles and unagi...
incredibly impressed by the lunch... felt bad when i saw him having to wash up and stuff... just for that one pathetic lunch... and he was sweet enough to make honey for me to drink... coz my throat was feeling like sandpaper... it seems otherwise... but i think we should just remain friends... PERIOD... chem p3 tomorrow... add oil... am starting to panic... started crying for no rhyme or reason in the room just now... the stress is really getting to be... argh... hate it when this happens... cant control... but seriously fear doing badly... after two horrendous years in JC... oni to fail the a levels??? damn... feel horribly down... am studying as much as i can absorb today... think i kinda let loose on physics liaoz... which shouldnt be the way... pray for me... think i need every prayer i can get... ----Stef stopped rambling at 20:44 --Link to Post |
| 16.11.03 |
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met mr lim kw at the mall...
was having dinner there with my family... and him with his wife i think... din know.. but he told me he staying in punggol... he damn nice lor... before he left... he came over to wish me all the best for the exams... i mean... what teacher would actually do that??? plus the fact that he has been really nice throughout my stay in AJ... with the camelpak... my competition paperwork and all... really owe him alot... but havent given him anything back in return... feel bad... but i will definitely come back to AJ and visit him ya??? coz he's one of the best teachers i ever had... though ironically... he never taught me b4... luke's gonna cook for me tomorrow... i know it sounds damn funny... with the obvious role reversal.... but it started out as a joke on my side... coz i'm sick... he readily agreed... though i dun really know what i put myself into... wad if it cant be eaten??? wad if i get food poisoning??? but its a sweet thought... will relish every bite... he has been really great i must say... coming down from bukit batok almost everyday for me... cant help but feel moved... thought i saw my 'long-lost' cousin on friday... when i was at the clinic... with an angmoh bf... din really get to confirm it was her... but i was quite sure it was... like my dad says... she oni looks me up when she needs favours... last time i saw her being the time she needed free labour... for a company event at shangri-la hotel.... and i became a free gift wrapper.... i guess thats the way the world revolves... most pple taking without giving... and some people being obviously exploited... but willingly as well... i guess i belong in the latter... being exploited willingly... call me stupid/dumb/crazed... but i guess thats the oni way to keep the natural balance in this warped world we live in... ----Stef stopped rambling at 19:56 --Link to Post |
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my life at the moment is going thru a thorough revamp...
even me, myself (or i..) cant make anything out of it... it is totally unlike myself... me acting out of character to let it all continue the way it is... but i really cant explain.... my feelings... my thoughts... my emotions... i dunnoe what to make out of all of it... but somehow he makes it feel all so correct... like it was all meant to be this way... frankly... it's going too fast... a speed that i really cant accept... coz i cant see wad good he sees in me... and yet he's able to overlook all my flaws... he's just too good to be true... cant understand... maybe i'm not supposed to... but i dont want to be led somewhere by the heart... only to reach a cliff that descends beyonds anyone imagination... i've fallen... i know what it feels... i hated the feeling... i dun wanna fall again... we dont have much time between us... i'm leaving for thailand in a couple of weeks... and he leaving for china while i'm in thailand... maybe i should stop thinking that he's the one.. coz he probably isnt... besides... i'm only 18... maybe we'll review everything when he comes back in a couple of years... maybe i'll be ready then... maybe... ----Stef stopped rambling at 11:56 --Link to Post |
| 14.11.03 |
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nuthing much been's happening the last couple of days...
thats why i havent been blogging... argh... still nuthing much to say... would probably get back to food chem now... bad mood... =X know wad will be really great to have now??? a nice bunch of daisies... how can anyone frown upon those flowers??? have alwaz thought they look utterly angelic... aww..... ----Stef stopped rambling at 17:06 --Link to Post |
| 12.11.03 |
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watched holland village...
something that jing jing said really made an impact... something like... it's better when you dont have anything... then you'll have nuthing to lose... it's so true rite??? he came onto frenster... din add me... but sent me an ultra long message... am glad... am glad... ----Stef stopped rambling at 23:55 --Link to Post |
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finally concluded maths today...
praying damn hard that i wont have to retake next year... paper was manageable... but not as easy as p1 i guess... just hoping and praying hard for a A... but not keeping my hopes up... coz the higher they are... the more painful the disappointment... trust me... i learnt the hard way... he din log onto frenster... *shrugs* maybe he's in camp? reading his rather short profile... realised that we were two very different pple... but he still likes south park... and i wonder if i had anything to do with that... 'nuff said... watched the matrix today... back to being totally intrigued... and now am trying to read up to 'upgrade' my understanding... am surviving with bits and pieces received in my email... but since idiot johnston doesnt want to lend me his book... i'll just have to get it myself... and probably bring it to pattaya... for some nitetime read... enjoyed revolutions more than reloaded... i dunnoe why... maybe i understood it more??? company was fine too... think i watched reloaded with cy... he's kinda quiet at movies... at least edward can crap with me... so it was entirely fun... and he doesnt slam my crap... my squirming... my lame one-liners... my incessantly frustrating two cents worth of comments... dunno why... but cy and i have been rather distant of late... he doesnt sms me that often.. and when i saw him in sch that day... we oni spoke a few times... and other than that... it was rather uncomfortable as well... maybe it's my a levels? i oni hope he's not trying to avoid me or something... coz i see no reason for that... am hungry... dad, bro and sis are eating... but i wanna eat with my mom... who's on her way home from work... i hate the feeling of eating alone... just staring at your food... or the table lamp... i'm gonna eat with her... coz i lurve her to bits... ben's probably gonna read this... but i'm not intentionally trying to lick his boots or something... really appreciate times when he would appear on icq on my downest days with the most cheerful of msg-es... gawd... u can even say its like having an angel on duty 24/7... though he cant reply sms... or come online all the time... but i guess whats already there sufficed... coz nuthing beats the feeling of having a fren you know u can call and scream at when you are down... you were ranked among my bestest frens yesterdae... and only stopped myself coz was afraid you might be at some all-important meeting or something... really appreciate having u around... as a fren, of course... having mixed feelings abt your reaction to my blog last nite... *shrugs* ----Stef stopped rambling at 19:14 --Link to Post |
| 11.11.03 |
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today's papers were bad...
totally i guess... was on bus... wanted so much to have someone i could call and scream at... but stopped myself just in time... before i make some stupid prank call... so just stared out of the windows of the bus and spaced out a little... in J1... seldom would i go home alone... though i like solitude very much... was usually in sch till very late... or there'll be lala ard... whose company i appreciate a little more than solitude... but as i grow old... by the year... solitude doesnt seem that comfortable anymore... i cant say why... but there's a kinda emptiness of having pple ard you... and yet not have anyone ard u... post-horrible-paper crap... pardon me... saw this aj couple in the bus... *scratch head* i thot i alwaz see them together... but they were seated at seperate ends of the bus... have they....??? bleah... who am i to speculate??? was looking out at the road.. then saw a scrambler speeding down the road... kinda got me thinking how long it was since i was last on a bike... missed the feeling of me resting my head on his shoulders.... maybe even sleeping... holding on to him with dear life... while he takes me to school... came back home... switched frenster on... kinda searched for him... found him when i typed his email that i vaguely rem... wonder if he would add me... knowing him... maybe he'd rather not have me included in his grp of 3 frens... think he just joined frenster... bleah... we'll see ya? ----Stef stopped rambling at 19:24 --Link to Post |
| 10.11.03 |
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was at library today...
read economist...us news...and a book on abortion... gawd... the last one left a huge impression on me... pro-choice... pro-life... but wad was most disturbing... was the methods of abortion... stuff done during the first trimester was actually bad enuff... suction of the fetus.. which isnt full formed yet... but reading on to the induced abortion... gawd... it was horrid... i cringed with every word read... dun think i can even regurgitate it here... coz i dont think its even logical... much less ethical.... they actually induce birth... get the fetus' legs out first... leaving oni the head in the womb... pierce a hole at the back of the little baby's head... and drain out the fluid... so that the head can collapse... and the baby can then be removed... i used the word, baby... not fetus... this is infanticide man... why would anyone carry the baby to almost full term then decide to end its life in such a terrible way??? how would the baby feel??? will it feel pain??? will it cry??? first trimester abortion is already bad enough... but at least the fetus is not THAT developed... i advocate pro-life... like most pple staunch in their religion would... but i would not deny that abortion can sometimes be an undeniable choice... due to different circumstances each person gets caught in... it is by itself a painful choice... and i guess they should be given the benefit of doubt... that much thot...conscience...consideration is supplied to their decision... enuff of food-for-thought... =) ----Stef stopped rambling at 20:21 --Link to Post |
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dido - "White Flag"
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you, Or tell you that. But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it where's the sense in that? I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder Or return to where we were Well I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be I know I left too much mess and destruction to come back again And I caused nothing but trouble I understand if you can't talk to me again And if you live by the rules of "it's over" then I'm sure that that makes sense Well I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be And when we meet Which I'm sure we will All that was there Will be there still I'll let it pass And hold my tongue And you will think That I've moved on.... ----Stef stopped rambling at 13:44 --Link to Post |
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paper today was relatively easy...
am so glad... but made quite a few glaring mistakes... think was a tad complacent... but paradoxically... stressed up at the very same time... finished the paper in 2 hrs flat... out of the stipulated 3... but spent the bulk of the time checking qns that were indeed correct... but left out those with the mistakes... darn... but i guess such things happen... paper is so freaking easy that i think they'll moderate downwards... hope i still can get an A or something... oh yah... still must wait for p2... maths is my only hope... wore my specs today... tink i'm getting reliant on it again... coz when i took it off... really blur... but astig glasses are supposed to help correct it... so hope it does me good... probably head for the library now... hazelnut ice blended... here i come... ----Stef stopped rambling at 13:37 --Link to Post |
| 9.11.03 |
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grand-dad's b-day...
i think he really looks happie today... and dun you think he is so darn shuai??? grandparents and us.jpg kinda starting to panick... first paper tmr... will i just hyperventilate and die??? thing is... am starting to cramp up again... think the worst will probably come tmr... during the paper... gawd... dun even know if the painkillers will be enough to save me annot.... oh the pain.... =P ----Stef stopped rambling at 15:19 --Link to Post |
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woke up real early today....
go to pray with my family... then went for my fav raw fish at maxwell market... i did something quite bad actually.... called my bro, 'horrible spoilt brat...' hmmm... thats 3 insults in one breath... but i said that half jest-half anger... coz that guy purposely left half his food, which happened to be not nice, for my mom to finish... and was going to get something else... i mean... wads he doing treating her like a rubbish bin??? mom advocates finishing up our food even if its not nice... as long as its edible... it should alwaz be finished.. that explains my size... so my point was that he shouldnt be making use of that fact... and bullying my mom... he started crying... gawd... that ruined my attempt to make a logical and reasonable rebuke... had to console him... say i'm sorry and wad not... haiz... wad to do??? he IS my bro... and my bro is forever the sensitive freak... seriously... if there's a prize for youngest SNAG... he'll be da one man... =P ----Stef stopped rambling at 11:54 --Link to Post |
| 8.11.03 |
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just received the NOR for siam cup...
darn... just realised how OLD i've become... i'm no longer mistral 1D girls.. die... wad if i cant even beat the young thai girls??? if there were any, to begin with... as u can see if u clicked on the NOR... the race is oni less than a week... would be there for 3 weeks... so that equates to torturous and terrible training... argh... just hope i'll survive.. pray for me ya? day started off pretty slow... am finishing up the non stats jC2 maths now... will go on to chem... before a final last revision on maths before monday... hope i'm on the rite track... this is my shot at the A's... i know i aint gonna do well... with everything just adding up recently... but i'd be glad to do just fine... i'm not like the usual suspects... dying to do an accountacy degree... or some engineering course... or being so inspired by ally mcbeal... to take up law... or medical studies.. like i mentioned in my previous entries... at every cross junction i run in the direction flashing the green man... maybe its wad best for me... i guess whoever's controlling the lights know wads best for me... (funnily enuff... my dad works at ATS... something like Automated Traffic Systems... hahaa... i guess.. but i'm glad... that up till now... i still run my own life... void of pressure...really serious ones... from parents or otherwise...) ----Stef stopped rambling at 13:23 --Link to Post |
| 7.11.03 |
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friday...
last weekday before my maths papers next week... my GP papers and chem p2... darn... i better make full use of today... am starting to panic liaoz... argh... smsed ant late last nite... coulnt sleep... thot of him... so i 'heck la...just disturb him...' poor guy couldnt sms... so called me instead.. he sounded damn happie... had to whisper whisper... coz my sibs were sleeping liaoz... din last too long la... the conversation... abt less than a minute? but it was the very first time when the stuff he alwaz says.. really took effect... i dunnoe... maybe coz he sounds serious? i dunnoe... just know that it felt all warm and fuzzy inside... wei... u sounded very awake leh... arent you supposed to be sleeping at that time of the nite??? dont you have to work today??? keke... go back to books liaoz... time is running short! ----Stef stopped rambling at 10:19 --Link to Post |
| 6.11.03 |
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dad caught me still on the PC at abt 2 plus am last nite....
but i really couldnt sleep!!! ya... so he made me go to my books instead... i nodded off within minutes... muahhaa... sedative nature of books... havent seen/heard ant the last couple of days... considering he would suddenly pop up on my icq... at weird times like late morning or in the middle of the nite... i think finally he's getting busy with his job... and less susceptible to getting online in the wee hours of the morning... muahhaa... got myself on mypicgallery.com... not bad leh the interface... quite userfrenly and all... posted the links at the bottom liaoz... enjoy... wrote captions until i wanna pengz man... will be adding stuff in the trash and skies sections... if i do take them... yeay... love the digicam... although its oni 1.5megapixels... its still good enuff for amateur me!!! yesterdae kelv made me go online... saying he needed help... i thot wad... all he wanted was tips on where to bring a gurl for their first date... piangz... and when i got online... he said he dun need laioz... coz the others advised him liaoz... pengz... first date with blaz... super crappy la... we din call it a date... but a 'date'... coz we knew... at that point of time... we were nuthing except the best of pals... he was working that day... me, post o level chinese exams... went ard orchard with yollee... before having him pick me at bishan... i was supposed to buy sushi from taka... octoballs from bishan... hagen daz ice cream... and him... fries and apple pie from macs... all the food we alwaz talked abt in our emails and sms-es... we drove to changi beach... where i last had my tudor international race... remember it was kinda weird... couples ard... giving us funny looks coz i was in my green uniform... and him in corporate wear... but heck... it was quite dark... couldnt really see his face... nor could he see mine.. mosquitoes and sandflies aplenty... so it wasnt that romantic... we couldnt really finish the food either... bleah... but really enjoyed myself that day... ruining the other couples serene solitude, tat is... i guess it doesnt matter its all gone... just cherish the fact that it was once there... ----Stef stopped rambling at 12:21 --Link to Post |
| 5.11.03 |
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mr tan is damn freaking funny...
this is a reply from him when i sent him the photos from the wedding... gawd... Thanks! Stef If this is the type of man you are looking forward to, I can keep a look out for you. If realy can not find, I can clone one for you, but you got to wait for another 20 years. All the best to your A level KY Quoting StePhaNiE (steff_lim@yahoo.com): >shifu!!! >the photos we took at rae's wedding... >ni hao shuai ah!!! > >stef and the photo in the controversy... i really think he damn shuai lor... he post middle age... but he can run like 5.5k in like 30 mins... lift weights... windsurf like nobody's business... but most importantly... he treats wq, sz and i like his daughters... even when he has two of his own... if i have any accomplishment in wsfing... its all to his credit.. yi ri wei shi...zhong sheng wei fu.... pardon my chinese... but he's that great... studied at BK today... understood some stuff... but crapped most of it... bleah bleah bleah... saw one aj couple like 3 times lor... gawd... they must think i'm stalking them or something... oh well... ----Stef stopped rambling at 18:49 --Link to Post |
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i sorta told him liaoz...
was having a rather heated conversation with him on iRC... and in a fit of anger... sent him my nov archives with instructions to read the particular days... he was more worried abt me feeling sad and all than anything else... telling me not to cry... even called to ask if i'm ok... thing is... i wasnt crying... and was ok liaoz.... just that i wanted to get it off my mind... call din last for more than half a minute... coz it felt all too weird as well... thing is... i'm fine... i dunnoe why... but i am... think i'm getting more mature in handling stuff like dat... exchanged a few SMS... and i guess it all ended pretty amicably... i'm not tat hurt anymore... and all i wish is for him to be happy... thats all.. really... ----Stef stopped rambling at 00:35 --Link to Post |
| 4.11.03 |
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bleah...
third post of the day... i must be tat bored... decided to post more pix... this is our dear uncle gerald... kewl huh? muahaha... gerald.stef.jpg am going out for dinner with family later!!! i think we're going for crabs.. mom and dad's anniversary today... me thinking of helping my unromantic dad get flowers for my mom... am i in time??? hopefully.... ciaoz! nice song... ÎÒϲ»¶--ÌÕ¼ª¼ª ÎÒÕ¾×ÅÎÒ×ø×ÅÎÒ×ß×ÅÎÒÅÎÍû×Å ÐÄÔçÒѾ·ÉÁË ÎÒÖªµÀÎÒÏë×ÅÓÐÒ»¸ö¿ìÀÖµÄÎÒ£¬¾ÍÔÚʲôµØ·½ ÔÚ¿ìËÙÉú»îÕÒµ½Ò»Ð© ´ÓÈÝ ÔÚ¸´ÔÓÊÀ½çÓжàÒ»µã ÌìÕæ ÎÒϲ»¶ÕâÑùµÄ¸Ð¾õ ÎÒÖ»ÏëÒª¼òµ¥µÄ¿ìÀÖ Ï£ÍûºÍÄãÒ»ÆðÓµÓÐ ÇáÇáËÉËɵÄÏíÊÜ ³£³£»¶Ð¦ ×ö¸öºÃÅóÓÑ ÎÒ¿´×Åû±íÇé×ßÔÚÄÇ´ó½ÖµÄÈË ËûÃÇÔÚÏëʲô ²ÓÀõÄÑô¹âϽâ·ÅÁËÐÄÖеÄÎÒ ÕâÒ»¿Ì·ÅÇáËÉ ÔÚ¿ìËÙÉú»îÕÒµ½Ò»Ð© ´ÓÈÝ ÔÚ¸´ÔÓÊÀ½çÓжàÒ»µã ÌìÕæ ÎÒϲ»¶ÕâÑùµÄ¸Ð¾õ ÎÒÖ»ÏëÒª¼òµ¥µÄ¿ìÀÖ Ï£ÍûºÍÄãÒ»ÆðÓµÓÐ ÇáÇáËÉËɵÄÏíÊÜ ÎÒϲ»¶¿ªÐĵĸоõ ¸øºÃÐÄÇéÁôÒ»¸ö½ÇÂä ÏëÏë¹ýÈ¥ÏëÏëδÀ´ »Øµ½×î³õµÄ¸Ð¶¯ ³£³£»¶Ð¦ ÎÒµÄÀÏÅóÓÑ ----Stef stopped rambling at 16:32 --Link to Post |
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just realised something while surfing the net...
will be back from thailand just in time for singapore open... and guess wad... since last year... i had been waiting for this man! coz soprandi might be back!!! gawd... lala... *wonders how he has been doing... coz last year during NYE party... in our broken english-malay... kinda said he'll try to come back this year for the singapore open... amd thoroughly looking forward to it man... coz that guy just strikes me as being entirely genuine and all... still remember him taking off his lucky band as a gift for me... and the lousy grasshopper i made him... the lucky band kinda frayed and broke... but its still somewhere in my cupboard... *pray that the selections on the indonesian side will do justice to him... that he can come to sg!!! ----Stef stopped rambling at 11:08 --Link to Post |
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totally couldnt sleep last nite..
the insomnia lasted till ard 4am i think... crazy... just hope it doesnt happen before my maths paper next mon... i'll just freak out and die... *new addition* was surprised to see ant online though... can you imagine?!?!?! at 0230 hrs!?!?! bleah... siao guy... to think he has to be at work the next day... somehow... kinda reminds me of when i would chat with blaz till the wee hours of the morning... then i'll start falling asleep at every other lesson... and him... locking himself in the office with the back of the chair turned to the window at the door... eat snake yes... but who's to say anything??? oni person bigger than him in the office would be the CEO... which happened to be his dad... i guess that's one of the perks of having a silver spoon in mouth... ...u get to sleep in the office... without getting fired... am supposed to study... but stuck on friendster... trying to add the 20th SC... even though its ultra laggy rite now... bleah... probably blog again later... will hit the books soon.. ----Stef stopped rambling at 10:09 --Link to Post |
| 3.11.03 |
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TRIED...
...to study... ...to try past year papers... ...to absorb... ...to concentrate... ...to think... ...to ponder... ...to daydream... FAILED... ...in all of the above... ...with the exception of the last... went to library in the late afternoon... downed a hazelnut blend... and a cheese and apple crumble... sinful... i know... but needed the sugar rush... talked to ant awhile today... think i'm starting to bore him liaoz... really... i cant make good conversations... thats why i tend not to talk on the phone... ya? seriously... i think ur dog will do a better job alleviating ur boredom... i truly suck at it... go back to maths now... then probably do another physics mcq b4 i'm done for the nite... all of the above oni applies if the seductive nature of the internet doesnt get to me... argh! keep it away from me!!!! hmm... or should i watch cool and aloof chen han wei on TV... and be captivated by the charismatic edmund chen... keep that away from me too!!! gawd... ----Stef stopped rambling at 21:23 --Link to Post |
| 2.11.03 |
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was talking to sweet sweet shufang yesterdae during the wedding...
when we were waiting till the cows ALMOST came home for the thing to start... taught me how Murphy's Law worked... and i kinda blamed that for all the yucky stuff the past few days la... things hasnt been so bad actually... just that the ant better call soon or i'll... i'll... he'll get it from me la... maybe its just that when u are down... everything tends to hit you a little more i guess.. its like when u are sick... your immune system tends to be down... and susceptible to more illnesses i guess... hope things will start to look up for me soon.... i need it to be... wanna leave for pattaya with a smile on my face... and though i'll probably come back with burnt skin and all... i pray that it'll be a trip where i can get some thinking done.... and of course... get my skills up from zilch... train stronger... both mentally and physically... and push my endurance level... andrew mentioned b4... that in our sport... we should be able to complete a triathlon... at our peak... with relative ease... i hope he din mean the Ironman... but seriously... am making that my long term goal... by the time i'm 20... i wanna join a triathlon... i neednt win anything... completing will be my utmost aim... ----Stef stopped rambling at 22:10 --Link to Post |
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seniors was talking to us abit last nite...
abt the pattaya trip... telling us to better xiao xin... coz like all sailors most of them 'smoke like funnels, drink like fishes... and so far...oni coach andrew womanises...' but on a serious note.... they really make u guys drink one lor... argh! what if i cant drink??? and not like coach's gonna save me lor... he'll be dead drunk by then... idiotic guy gets drunk every chance he gets... and know the scary thing?!??! wanqi wont be joining me till the 6th... so thinking abt it... i will be bunking alone from the 1st till the 6th... gawd... if someone were to knock on the door... i'll just freak out and die there... andrew was saying tat if i really scared... i could bunk with him... and i was like... yeah rite... i scared-er of you... but seriously... am considering... coz nuthing spooks me more than funny shadows and knocking on doors... and never really had to sleep alone in a foreign land b4... not even in sg... usually i haf loads of pple ard... even at home... i sleep with my sibs... gawd... ----Stef stopped rambling at 14:52 --Link to Post |
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hahha...
ritz carlton toilet... really damn nice lor... couldnt resist taking a photo inside... but on hindsight... its not the best lah... the best (that i have ever seen...) would probably be Raffles Marina... you can practically sleep in there lor... here is a shot we took inside... expensivetoilet.jpg this is coach andrew and me!!! piangz... the idiot still look like drunkard... =P stef.coach.jpg keke... am ciaoing to sleep soon... must study triple-ly hard to make up for all the days ive been slacking... wq they all still went for midnite movie lor... in dresses and all... think gerald quite poor thing... have to take care of so many mei nu... me not mei nu... so i go home sleep... muahahhaa... will blog more photos soon... so happie today... for Rachel and KerWan.... wish them happiness alwaz... ----Stef stopped rambling at 01:11 --Link to Post |
| 1.11.03 |
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just back from the church ceremony...
at the museum... heheh... food was good... ate alot... rae looked stunning... am hesistant to blog the next photo... coz was slouching like the hunchback of notre dame... but she looked soOOoooo pretty... hehhe... so here goes... stef.rae.shufang.jpg here's one of me and my bro in the car... looks cute... so thot why not... lurve him to bits... even though he can be quite irritating at times... irritating bro and me... ----Stef stopped rambling at 15:50 --Link to Post |
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*me plays wedding march...
yeay... today's rae and kw's day man... going with my dad to pick the guys at city hall mrt b4 proceeding to the museum for the ceremony... Asian Civilisation Museum... so cool eh? gotta ciaoz... must see whether i can manage the heels or not... coz it'll be pants and courties if i cant! after that... ritz dinner... under wq influence.... am going to wear a dress tonite!!! just pray i dun look like bak chang... ----Stef stopped rambling at 10:08 --Link to Post |
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