| 29.11.06 |
 its been great studying with yxy... not just becoz he is "4.9+" smart and knows all the answers to all my questions... just a matter of whether he wants to spend time answering them... but we study.. he suans my nub-nest... teaches me stuff... i try to teach him stuff... but he laughes and says he knew these long long ago... -_-" and because we live so near each other... we dont have a choice but to have meals together at the canteen... i can never eat alone... total discomfort... but it's been fun... and while he can be mean and evil... studying was made fun... and we caught up for the entire sem that we didnt meet up much... him with his robot... me with next-to-nothing... only that this is the last sem that we'll be taking the same modules... i wonder how i'd survive the next few semesters... ----Stef stopped rambling at 01:56 --Link to Post |
| 25.11.06 |
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was blog hopping... almost looking through an entire year's achrive of entries... amazing how a girl can go from all lovey-dovey with her boyfriend... praising him to the skies... to slamming his bed skills, lack of generousity, etc etc... after learning that he cheated on her... does love really make people so blind? we all have friends who we know to be dating the wrongest men... we know... they might know... but they choose to ignore... and only when it all falls apart... do they regret it all... the hurt, the pain, the torture they inflicted on themselves... the girl got cynical... thinking that men will definitely cheat... no doubt about it... just appreciate as long as they do not lie... brings Andrew's idea of polygamy back up actually... he was saying that it should be okay for people in relationship to flirt.date.sleep with others... though he's very involved in his monogamous relationship now... just as long as you know where your heart belongs... must women really put up with these? considering men are usually the ones who stray? just feels that it ruins the pristine nature of love... love between two people... i think i told the guy before... that if he ever thought of two-timing me... he only do it after breaking up.... like that would help... coz i rather be heartbroken... than turn cynical about men for the rest of my life like that... especially not if my wonderful impression of him becomes ruined like that... ----Stef stopped rambling at 12:47 --Link to Post |
| 23.11.06 |
 i'm afraid of losing him... but i dont quite know whether i am afraid of LOSING him or losing HIM... not sure if there is a clear distinction between the two... i guess the former is about losing that all-important person who shares your life with you... while the latter is centered about the fact that it is him... i'd say both.... even though i think the more ideal answer would be the latter... i'd say both because i'm so used to being linked with someone... i'd say both because he is that someone... sometimes i like to think about how it would be without him... i like to prepare myself for the worst... foresight... it's scary... but i know i am older and can take it better... i'll probably tear at the sight of xiao long baos, subways, windsurfing... or think of him when i watch How I met your mother, The Office, Everybody loves Raymond... when i happen to watch pool, tennis or even soccer... coz he was the one who painstakingly explained every single game rule to me... there wont be anybody to act as my walking dictionary... playing "Whats the capital of what country?" or "Who is the minister of whatever?" on busrides home or walks to his place... but it's not all that bad... i think i can still be happy... and be happy that he's happy... even if that equation doesnt include me... ----Stef stopped rambling at 12:34 --Link to Post |
| 22.11.06 |
 i miss working there... and the people of course... ----Stef stopped rambling at 10:47 --Link to Post |
| 20.11.06 |
 Cool chicken during our drive to some reservoir off Upp Thomson Road... out of focus coz my dad didnt stop! ----Stef stopped rambling at 21:44 --Link to Post |
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in other news... i got my engineering internship... pay's not fantastic... but i'm definitely milking its worth... it also means my holidays will be totally burnt... especially since i will also be having intensive tuition with my cambodian kids... contrary to my love for travelling (which can never be satiated due to lack of $$$).... i declined a trip to Bali.... which the guy offered to sponsor (albeit very unwillingly)... becoz he is going with his parents right after the exams... but my parents are worried about Terrorism and stuff.... so they werent very keen... although the decision was left to me... i didnt want them to worry unnecessarily too... and i need to save money for WATUSA... couldnt let him pay for it... and i need time to prepare for my internship... so Goodbye Bali! my exams are coming and i havent got a clue about anything. bless my poor soul. ----Stef stopped rambling at 01:37 --Link to Post |
| 19.11.06 |
 my friends declared me a paedophile after i gushed about all the cute kids i photographed in my line of work... it's not child pornography....... so here's another of my extremely cute cousin to fuel their speculation... ----Stef stopped rambling at 22:55 --Link to Post |
| 9.11.06 |
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i just saw him on fri, sat, sun, mon, twice on tues... and i miss him already... hate feeling so needy... bleah. ----Stef stopped rambling at 02:22 --Link to Post |
| 7.11.06 |
 22 months and counting! i still read that MSN conversation and go crazy... ----Stef stopped rambling at 14:29 --Link to Post |
| 1.11.06 |
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sleepless at 3am... it's a problem because i have to be up at 8am for lab... and if i miss this one... there is next to NO hope of doing a make-up... urgh. been friendster surfing... why some people have all the time and money in the world to travel all over the place? i also want... and i want to lose weight... finally brought my new equipment out to sea on sunday... no wind... and tough to go upwind... but the great thing is... the rig is light... makes for easy uphauling... wonder if i can take strong winds on it... coz its even bigger than the MOD... time to turn those arm from fats to muscles! ----Stef stopped rambling at 03:13 --Link to Post |
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