. be resourceful
 
 
. wasted time
 
 
. sanity check
 
 
. carbon dating
 
 
. frozen time
 
 
30.3.03
*b|az gushes...sam's really got a good bod...
piangz leh...
coz before he went out to sail today...
he stood under the shower...
then can see his 6-pack...
or was it 8???
piangz...
then the colour damn nice...
*envy*
he's skinny larh...
just like SK...LH...
actually all the youth guys all like that...
compared to seniors like jonathan...andrew...meng...wee...ker wan...harold...SEARCH JOO!!!
wahh SIN711's da best man...
was our gym trainer for one session...
almost killed us with his routine...

the guys are like skinny bambi(s)...
andrew wanna send them for nurtritioning...
hahahaa...
then me and WQ joked then the girls need a strict diet...
=P

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went to beach today...
to bring my stuff from PFSSC to NSC..
freaking hot day...
was baking under my black world vision teeshirt...
totally forgot that NSC is void of any place with sufficient shade...
sam could take off his shirt...
and he did...
wanqi dared to take off hers...
and so she did...
and there i was...
baking in my hot black tee....
not fair!!!!

rigged up the stuff...
miss my laogong back at PFSSC...
the equipment at NSC sucks big time...
but its pretty logical to train on these lousy sails and boards...
then use the nice nice power ones during competitions...
but...
these equipment really suck big time!!!!
brought my skeg back to sand...
hehhee...
sounds farnie...
but my skeg kinda makeover..
so need to sand it down...
its pretty ugly now...
even my dad asked me to get a new one...
but as mistral sailors...
you must be able to do your own repairs...
i shall...
if i dont ruin them all before i do...

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29.3.03
woohoo!
finally got out of the house today...
went to compass point..
with my siblings and mum...
woah...
ate alot man...
stopped by at the cafe at the library...
for some latte...
blueberry danish with ice cream...
and a chocolate truffle...
then went to basement for some andersen's ice-cream...
and some wedges from KFC...
went there to borrow some books actually...
the boredom of staying at home with nuthing to do is killing my sis slowly...
you see...
me and my bro are very happy with the playstation...
playing harvest moon!!!
dumb game...
but who cares?
what else did we buy???
tidbits to last us thru the whole of next week...
more crappy stuff than anything else...

but am going out again tomorrow!!!
so happie...
have to go down to the beach to move equipment from PFSSC to NSC...
grr...
i also dunnoe why have to do that...
but andrew wants it that way...
we'll just have to do it...

lalalalaa....
me wanna go watch horror flick!!
woohoo!

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28.3.03
woke up at 9am...
only possible coz i slept darn early last nite...
12...
early by normal standards...

whole day at home...
kinda better to stay home...
i'm not scared of the SARS...
but i'm scared of the inconvenience it'll pose to my family if i were to bring the virus home...
my parents need to bring home bread and butter ya???

whole day playing playstation...
this stupid farmer game which is quite fun actually...
growing veggies...
collecting eggs...
mining at the mine...
catching fish...
milking cows...
woohoo!

whole day laughing at my sis...
who is desperately trying to lengthen everything she's doin' by doin' it slowly...
whole day walking ard the kitchen...
pinching food....
whole day sms-ing pple i dont usually sms...
crapping with samson...my OBS campmate...
some training arrangement with sam and WQ...
james and his short short msg-es...

sometimes...
it takes times like these for us to really sit back and do the really mundane things in life...

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27.3.03
wah liew...
whole day stay at home damn sianz...
so nuthing to write...
havent got down to any homework yet...
today is still recuperation period...
promise to start studying tmr...
only a matter of wad time i start...
muahahhahaah...

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pilot.
You are the pilot.


Saint Exupery's 'The Little Prince' Quiz.
brought to you by Quizilla


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26.3.03
just realised...
the JC1 guys i was talking abt yesterdae are from 0103...
piangz...
so paiseh...
no wonder...
they talk to me like know me like dat...
one of them is the PD rep...
and the other is my o1 OG guy...
whose name i cant remember...

Day3...
finally...
had to cover for one of the OGFs who had to leave early...
had a difficult time blending into the OG...
coz among all the montana OGs...
that was a grp i was having most trouble with...
so since they knew each other pretty well...
left them to bond on their own....
which i think they preferred...

they were pretty mean actually...
one of my OGFs was pretty fierce with them...
and they horribly mimicked him...
rite in front of me...
gals you know?!
so terrible...
i thot gals supposed to be sensitive creatures...
c'mon lor...
its basic courtesy...
cant blame my OGF also...
coz he already damn stressed...
then these pple like dat...
grr...

haiz...
feel very bad also...
gave up to a point that i started to get sarcastic to some JC1s...
apologise for it...
but really couldnt help it...
when you gek sim...
you really cant help it lor...

busied myself ard sch after CCA carnival...
have to clear up the WHOLE ENTIRE sch before tmr...
run here run there...
squat here squat there...
carry this carry that...
but when you see pple ard you working together....
you feel damn freaking good...
council's going through alot now..
but one thing for sure....
it's making us stronger...
even stronger than after o1...
when you cry..
you'll definitely have someone to lean on...
who'll hug you and tell you everything is alrite..
and you believe them...
you just do...

council...
thanks guys for the great 3 days...
JC1s may not have enjoyed as much as we did...
but we danced..shouted...screamed...ran...walked...jumped...
and collected tears...sweat...salt crystals on our shirts...
we gek xim...smile...writhe in hunger...
clutched injured ankles...knees in pain while dancing...
i cried...
but seeing sms-es from you guys while i'm hiding in the loo hoping that my eyes would get back to normal again...
the world's pretty again...
i love you guys...


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25.3.03
Day 2 of orientation...
hehhe....
dun really know wad to say...
well...
good day to know the JC1s better...
for good and for bad...
got to know some really nice ones...
and also uncovered the rotten apples...

but this batch kinda jialat...
dunnoe wad to say...
but they've got council in a huge frenzy...
everybody sick at a certain time...
wanna go see doc...
then have to call teacher for them...
unlock cupboards get their stuff...
everything everything...
haiz...
really lor...
o2 comm put in alot of time and sleep over this...
and this is wad they get???
though i not in the comm...
i really feel bu zhi for them...
sad ah...

had a difficult time with some pple sitting ard during dance today...
kinda really give up liaoz...
ran to a corner and broke down...
in the end haf to stuff myself in the CR for almost an hour...
cannot show red eyes mah..
professionalism man!
hehhee...
just that i'm not one who can tahan emotions...

but was very touched by these two JC1 guys i met after recovering in the CR...
they were like *blabber blabber*
'eh you cry ah???'
then i started tearing again...
then they panic...
'nevermind lah...
if you need to cry just cry...
we wont laugh at you...'
and i dont even know their names...
but could see they were trying to hide me from the rest of the pple...
something which i was really really touched abt lor...

but got down side....
also got up side...
really lor...
the councillors really stood by me...
and my klass who happened to walk past me...
people like sen...jansy..kelv...daniel...
coz sometimes when you get really down...
you have pple ard you making you smile...
really...
it's the best feeling in the world....

thanx guys...
you made me the happiest gal at that point of time...


for now...
its da comfy bed....
i'm dying...

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received this in my mail...
post it here coz he's quite farnie...

Dear all,

Training from 27th March onwards will be conducted at NSC. Please unrig and
mrak your present equipment at PFSSC and store it for competition use only.
Bring along spares like battens, mast foot and ropes.
.
.(sam's duties)
.(SK's duties.)
.(LH's duties)
.(WQ's duties.)
..
SL(me!) , you shall be the master of the rules of sailing. Protest and seeking
redress will be your job. You will also be the squad's treasurer, buying of
board bags and other essentials will come from your pocket. The training
fees will come from you too. In another words, you shall be singapore
sailing's biggest 'Ah Long'.

For all, squad members will have to purchase their own rule books.

There will be a race every Sunday at PA at 2pm. It is a fun race where you
will pit yourself against our cousins - formula and short board. Should be
an easy win, because the long boards can point up wind easier.


Andrew Foo
SIN 60


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24.3.03
day 1 of orientation...
woohoo!
JC1s kinda quiet...
OGFs and councillors having a pretty tough time...
but once again...
orientation is what you make it out to be....
so i hope...
that at least the people who involve themselves would enjoy themselves...
i'll be glad...

coz i think i did enjoy myself..
erm...
i think so..
screaming...
shouting...
dancing...
jumping...
talking...
crapping...
well...
it's been okay..
hope tmr's even better...

it's a trying time for the councillors...
but hope we stay together and pull through...
we can do it...
i'm sure...

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23.3.03
sunday...
went down to beach...
spent like two whole hours sanding down my skeg...
its quite horrendous now...
but think using mistral boards...
where you have to do your own repairs...
maintainance...
and all the crap...

you kinda get better at technical stuff like these...
learnt to use the vice clamp...
the bluffing machine at uncle george's shed...
epoxy...
adredith...
its cool...

wind was ultra strong today...
and andrew made us do starts...
its the hardest thing to do in strong winds lor...
staying stationary...
contary to usual situations...
in windsurfing....
staying still IS the hardest thing to do...
kept falling into the water...
and uphauling...
till my hands really scrapped...
and arms really cramp...

saw lotsa kite surfers...
damn cool...
one guy was practically lifted off the waters...
one day should learn...
but actually cannot do at ECP...
coz of low flying air craft...
so the police coast guard boat was in front of the club...
trying to stop these surfers...
who were in fact...
too fast for them...

andrew's really strict today...
he really drive past my board and scold scold scold one lor...
i was really scared of the speed today...
first time ever...
was so fast i could jump...
or at least i thot i did...
felt the board lift...
oni to catapult into the water...

kinda sucked though...
uphauled alot alot of times...
grr...
left early...
coz needed to come back home and prepare for orientation tmr...
big thing...

kinda sad though...
orientation 2 is really one big boring thing...
everything council wanted for the JC1s...
sch did not want...
haiz...
no finale nite...
no water...
no this...
no that...
but nevertheless...
orientation is wat you make it out to be...
well...
so i guess i'm just going to go out there and have one hell of a time...
=)

printer's screwing up...
cant print the stuff i need...
maybe will reboot later and do some printing...
but for now...
gtg...
and do my chem test...
wish me best..
i never studied for it...

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22.3.03
been one crazy day....
went to sch...
shuttled from one part of the sch to another...
like so many times...
today had..
1. skit rehearsals...quite crappy...can just peng on floor at one moment and burst out laughing...
2. OGF workshop...paired with this ultra farnie JC1...he'll be a blast to have ard...
3. chem test...which i'm gonna to fail terribly...
4. o2 briefing...darn alot of things to do...grr...
5. dance...love it...am dancing for montana on the table...darn...am going to screw up bring time...hope i dont let JH down...

was pretty cool...
was dancing burriquito with liteng...
two of us oni...
hahahhaa....
do the chicken part towards each other...
really can just collapse and laugh and laugh...
had a good day today...
lotsa of jumping ard...
did the slam dunk dance like more than 10 times...
larger than life...
buriquito...
that girl...
rockafella...
maybe i lost 1kg???
but gained it back during dinner...

went out with family...
ate lotsa stuff....
nice soups...
vegetables...
all my favourite yummy stuff...
ended with cheng teng with lotsa sweet sugary stuff...
which my sis kept in her mouth all the way home...
cuttlefish kangkong...
hehhee...
think my parents really spoil us...
and make dieting very difficult for me...

bro's kinda overweight...
very much so at that...
dunnoe how to help him...
but hope he'll lose weight like i did when i was in primary sch...
i was one fat chubby kid man...
still am....
but was much worse then...
maybe now i look darker...
so it kinda hides the fats...
you never hear of hei hei pang pang rite???
oni bai bai pang pang...
hehhehe...
my theory...
or like lala said...
when you are tanned...
you look fitter...
and therefore more healthy...
but i'm black...
well..
thats what mervin said...
=P

k k...
haf to go liaoz...
sis wants me to correct her jian bao...
gosh...
her chinese really terrible...
mine chinese so jialat...
still can pick all her horrendous mistakes...
haiz...

=P

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21.3.03
quite farnie a day today...
brought my bro out to eat at pizza hut...
ya know...
the really cheap deal?
thot it was one of the rare chances to bring him out...
so i just did...
met uncle cheemeng there..
one of dad's long-time-never-see-liaoz soccer kakis...
he din really recognise me...
i think it was the ultra black tan...
but still...
he gave both of us a treat...
woohoo!
so i had a free lunch!

went down to beach after that...
coz sam call me to pei him...
he had to fix his board...
that the stupid HKG10 langga him until got one big hole...
sam was late but andrew came...
with wearn how...
meng was out at sea...
and harold came soon after...
suddenly you get an influx of guys ard you...
ACS(i) toppers training...
the NOSS coaches...
hehhee...
was pretty weird not having WQ ard...
i think andrew's quite nice again...
helping sam fix his board...
and my skeg...
which got really beaten up...
wind was good...
but couldnt sail...
things still under repair...
saw the seniors out there planning so fast..
kinda envy...
but actually got this inertia to go out in strong winds liaoz...
you just fear lor...

was a crappy day today...
just sat at the shed...
sanding down the repairs...
wiping my hands on sam...
and he stepped on me!!!
that ass...
to think i helped him sand abit of his stuff...
grrr...

quite happie actually...
wearn how (the sea games gold and asian games bronze medalist for sailing) actually knows my name!!!
was quite farnie...
coz oni me andrew and wearn how was left at the shed...
then we saw two old balding angmohs with two young chinese gals...
then andrew covered my ears and started talking abt the girls...
which was quite stupid...
coz i heard everything...
wearn how was like so gek...
'hey stephanie...
dont you think its so unfair...
angmoh look like that nobody says anything when they're with young gers...
if the mean were old balding chinese they'll automatically be chee ko pehs...'

it was really damn farnie lor...
when you think abt his credentials...
9A1s for Os...
straight As for As...
now in london doing aeronautical engineering...
and you heard him say stuff like that...
peppered with his fav WahLans and KNNs...
he's one farnie guy...
quite a warm and friendly person too...
=)
i give him...
4 stars!

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http://www.freewebs.com/octoball/oka_and_us.jpg

this is oka from bali...
ya know???
the guy who i said can lift SK up just by holding his calves...
cant see how thick his arms are...
but he's really really strong...
and really really nice at that...
humble...
easy going...
never expected that it'll be so easy talking to an asian games gold medalist...
we actually talked like friends...
gosh...
it pays to know malay..
kinda get along better with the indonesian surfers yeah?

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http://www.freewebs.com/octoball/ah_dong_and_us.jpg
my team and ah dong...
the ultra cool xiao fang yuan from HKG...

he's damn cool lor...
poor guy...
got stung by jellifish...
then leg kena scrapped by bow's board...
could even see the tendons...
yucks...
but he's damn freaking nice...
saved my sail during the ultra big storm...

crazy storm it was...
blew off the cloth cover the the tent still nvm...
the cloth acted like a parachute..
catching da wind...
then the metal parts of the tent was literally flying...
all the guys were like holding on the the metal pillars...
got one guy...
fly up with it...
gosh...
was so frightened i really could cry...
after the storm...
the place was a wreck...
penang's a crazy place...


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Penang Trip

to put it simply...
i think this trip has made a big difference in my life...
c'mon...
we were somewhat totally independent...
andrew was almost alwaz nowhere-to-be-found...
i mean we kinda grew up...
learnt to look out for each other...
help each other out...
on a serious note...
being alone in a foreign place...
without your family...
or someone older to look over you...
it kinda forces you to grow up...
i think i did...
i boiled the water in my room...
washed my own clothes...
hung my own stuff...
packed my bags...
managed my finances...
without the ATM card...
other that the beds and general cleanliness to the chambermaids...
we did everything ourselves..
i honestly...
mine was the best room among the rest...
but pardon the fact that they're a bunch of lazy boys...

kinda knew all my people better too...
got really pissed with some of them during the trip...
but soon...
you'll realise that you cant do without each other...
though somebody might really suck today...
tomorrow without him is like totally not workable...
dunnoe why me and WQ got different views abt the guys...
i thot sam was the best among the 3 of them...
i mean he was the oni one who din let his fatique affect the mood and spirit of the grp...
but she thot that he's abit too tensed up during races...

it was kinda difficult...
trying to bring up the spirit of the grp when we're doing so badly...
back in sg...
we can sail...
better than most beginners...
but there...
we got thrashed like we never did b4...
morales hit rock bottom...
and some of my team mates comments really didnt help...
i couldnt do much also...
coz my ego also slammed rock bottom...
it didnt help that we were all so tired after every day...
it was the very first time we raced for 7 consecutive days...
and trained for 2 days before that...
professionals get rest days before their actual races...
and actual races never lasted more than 5 days...
but at the end of the day...
we still came together...
and watch TV...
talk crap...
i think that's what a team is for...
to bring you up when you are down...
so that you can keep on going...

i love my team...

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20.3.03
HKG28HKG19_and_us.jpg

the HKG-ers, WQ and me...
i think the HKG-ers (in the middle) are so pretty...
dont you think so???
they're damn good...
and young at that...
woohoo!

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had the OGF workshop today...
muahhahaha...
wasnt ard much lah...
coz got skit rehearsal...
quite dumb...
have oni like one line and one word...
but its quite fun lah...

the dance looks pretty okay...
but i think its gonna be quite tough teaching it to the whole JC1 cohort...
dunnoe how they gonna manage...
just have to try our very best...
the dance is cool...
but need practice to get the style rite...
i havent really got my style yet...
c'mon...
i oni learnt it two days ahead of the OGFs...
and now i'm teaching them as if i'm some pro...
when i'm not...
sometimes i miss steps...
then they can happily continue...
i so paiseh...
kanbate!!!

met lala on the way to sch today...
so cute...
she happily sit down a few seats in front of me without seeing me...
had to call her on the HP to tell her i was on the same bus...
hehehe...

love my new bag...
actually aint considered that new...
considering its off season...
well...
it was a bargain...
so i dont really care...
mambo seems really AA...
hehhee...
but oh well...
hate the straps...
but love the shape...
what a dilemma...
but love the colour too...
2:1..
therefore...
i LOVE the bag...

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19.3.03
went to train station b4 going to sch...
quite cool actually...
going into the train to carry my board and stuff...
hehhee...
it's actually air conditioned inside...
woohoo...
my equipment got such good treatment...
had to abandon my stuff there...
so that can rush over to sch for the OGF workshop...

pretty cool...
my OGFs...
met them for the first time today...
got a guy...
abit chenghan...
quiet quiet...
but quite crappy...
quite fun a bunch...
can click with them quite well...
hope things turn out fine for orientation 2...
=)

did the dance everywhere today...
on my discman...
while at the beach...
the guys were like thinking siaoz...
in the RR...
in the canteen...
with the councillors...
just needed to get it rite for the workshop tomorrow...
am trying very hard...
just hope i dont screw up by teaching them the wrong things...

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18.3.03
went to novena for the family day pub meeting today...
ate breakfast alone with my chem notes coz i was there early...
ehhehe...
then had a great time catching up with my fellow councillors...
really...
you dont appreciate these pple until you really have to be away from them...
talk crap...
laugh...
gossip...
muahahhaa...
*evil grinz*

heard that my games fest is scrapped...
after all the hard work put in...
although for program i din really do much...
dennis did a whole freaking lot for me...
and kinda sad and disappointed that it had to make way for the house captains' event...
why cant they have two events...
it sucks...
we had so many sleepless nites...
and now this...
it was futile...


rushed over to sch for welfare and wits...
did some dancing...
learnt the new mass dance...
i would say that it's pretty good...
but my opinion might be bias by the fact its a 19th dance...
that our very own JH came up with it...
hehhee...
its cool..
learnt the whole thing...
but had some major screw ups here and there...
will try to brush up on my own...

dont think i'll be able to make it for OGF workshop tmr...
darn...
i'm supposed to be the nature master...
but they like havent seen me b4?
have to transport the equipment from the train station to seasports...
grr...
i have to help out this time...
the previous few times the guys helped me...
cant let them do it again...

ankle's much better now..
if i could do the high impact dance...
i think it's pretty fine...
just hope it holds up...
until the bandage comes off tomorrow...
then i'll be a new person again...
this ankle is really irritating me...
actually both ankles...
was listening to the radio today...
abt an NBA player who missed like 200+ games...
coz of his prbmatic ankle?
i must be blessed man...

wont do the penang trip recollection today...
it's kinda late..
and i have things undone...
darn!

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17.3.03
day today was pretty dumb...
went to the doc abt my cough...
dad kinda worried abt the pneumonia thingy....
considering there were HKG-ers at the competition...
but i tink it's not the case lah...
oni a case of cough and abit of asthma i guess...

then after that went to the sinseh to fix my ankle...
but today...
even after he did his thing...
it still hurt like shit...
cant walk properly...
really hope its nuthing big...
this chronic injury is really getting on my nerves...
you should see my patient card...
both ankles have been crossed over like many many time...
*pengz*

came home...
msg-ed andrew abt the equipment...
he said it's postponed to thurs...
stupid guy...
think we lost all patience with him liaoz...
and respect also...
haiz...
but bo pian...
he's still our coach...

slept the afternoon away...
dunnoe why so tired also...
maybe its to catch up on the lack of rest during the trip...
=)
thats an excuse...
i just simply dun wanna get down to work...
really...
lost my momentum again...
die liaoz...

thing is..
really miss my family...
my daddy kinda took the day off to send me to the two docs...
so sweet of him...
crapped with him...
realli...
he's da best...
when he's not mean and bad...
cant imagine life without him...

will have to go down to novena for my pub comm meeting at 8 tomorrow...
then back to sch for welfare stuff...
haiz...
council is creeping back slowly but surely woah...
hope i can keep up...

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080303 and 090303...

had the penang swimming club regatta...
the others teams were preparing hard for the asian championships...
but since we were there for experience...
we joined the regatta as well...
din have much competitiors...
so by default me and qi got 1st and 2nd ladies mistral...
dumb leh...
but oh well...

was quite surprised actually....
coz back in sg...
i could never touch WQ in terms of skills...
havent trained for very long...
so was really lucky that i could beat her...
hehhee...
even beat sam and SK for one of the 6 races...
damn freaking happie sia...

OKA was damn nice lor...
this indonesian surfer...
asian games gold medalist...
coz i wasnt sure of the finishing line...
two boats had the finishing flag...
then he pointed to me which way to go...
damn thankful...
he's da best...

taught him how to make the leaf hopper...
hehee...
in malay...
hahhaa...
my malay cannot make it...
but can teach...
hahhaa...
he was complaining that his fingers too big...
ironman making leaf hoppers...

thing is...
oka is damn strong...
he can hold SK's calves and lift him up like dat...
for SK to tie something to the tentage...
oka is damn freaking strong...
you should see his arms....
SK's almost 60 kilos lor!

pity that cant see the sunset from where we were...
coz the sun sets behind the hills...
which was cool actually...
that the beach wont be so hot when we come back after the afternoon out at sea...
the sand wont burn our feet like it did when we launched...

while training it was quite cool actually...
the jap sailors actually waited for us...
to sail together...
whcih was really cool...
nice of them to do that...
its alwaz nicer to sail in a bunch...
you feel more secure..
that if anything were to happen...
there'll be someone there for you...
=)

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RISE AND SHINE
0700 - 0800 hrs
070303

length of time due to the fact that we laze in bed for more than an hour after the alarm first rings...

every morning also like dat lor...
wake liaoz...
then have to ring the guys..
wake them up...
then the bunch of us go the coffee house grab breakfast...
quite irritating actually...
8 mornings all eat the same few things...
grr...
but good chance for us to gawk at the cute koreans and japanese sailors...
kewl...

first few mornings still can go back hotel room slack and watch MTV...
but soon after...
we have to be down at the beach at like 1000hrs?!?!
hehhe...
it was almost like a full-fledged holiday...
except that it was one with body aches...
arm cramps...
sun burns...
feet kinda burnt by the scorching sand while bringin the equipment to the beach...
hehehe...

LUNCH
1200hrs 070303
hawker centre...


its really very cheap over there...
piangz...
a plate of wan than mee goes for RM2...
which turns out to be even cheaper than our fav in sch...
my fav iced milo was like RM1.20...
our staple lime juice was like RM0.70...
piangz...
we really drink like fishes lor...
but fishes dont drink ya???
you get wad i mean...

and ate like pigs...
gosh...

WATER TIME
1400 - 1700 hrs...070303


its amazing how beautiful the sea actually looks from the hotel room...
but thing is...
it's really quite scary...
sprawling with all the jellifishes...
dead animals that float by occasionally...
once...
i saw a plastic bag containing wad i thot to be human faeces...
gross stuff...
i made sure i din fall into the water that day...

the sun in penang is really hot...
piercing, in fact...
used sunblock like i never used it before...
but still got really black...
worse thing is...
i have been wearing a lycra top for the past week..
so got this ugly tan line of the sleeve...
but the good thing is...
it can pass off as the cut of the muscle...
which is really just fats...
but oh well...

NIGHT
2000-0000 hrs...070303


just more hanging out in the room...
the guys and me playing daidee and bridge...
WQ KO-ed in her bed...
watching smackdown on our favourite TV3...
and some movies on the feel good channel...
NTV7...
muahhahaa...
wasnt long before the guys started to practise the WWE moves...
boys will be boys...

LIGHTS OUT

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DEPARTURE
2100hrs 050303
Golden Mile Complex


11 hr bus ride was pretty comfy...
big seats...
cool air con...
was pretty cool...
coz after they crossed the customs...
the trip was a breeze...

ARRIVAL
0800hrs 060303
Komtar, Pulau Pinang


got this super cute guy came to pick our bunch up...
his name is Levi...
piangz...
damn cool lor...
abit like a wider version of ekin cheng...
but the admiration oni lasted until we saw him surfing with his shirt off...
then we realised the korean hot bods' better...

the hotel's pretty great...
copthorne orchid...
other than the fact that it leaked abit on a couple of nites...
the place was the best during our stay in penang...
one of the very few places that we hang out in that has aircon...
some more our room's bed was bigger than the guys'...
so alwaz they'll come over with food...drinks...cards...
then we'll play and watch TV...
while WQ be the first to KO in her bed...
i could even KO halfway while playing blackjack lor...
hahha...
but stupid sam alwaz come and squeeze into my bed...
take my pillows and pull the blankie...
stupid idiot..
but he redeemed himself by being the sweet guy he was...
so things were fine...

1100hrs 060303
Penang Swimming Club


met the japanese sailors...koreans...HKG...thaiz...
got out to sail in the afternoon...
strong winds...
abt 18 knots...
was pretty freaky...
coz i really din wanna fall into the water with all the jellifishes in the water...
came back on shore really quick...
good experience...
but really scared we got lost...
scenery damn freaking pretty while sailing...
can see the many hills behind the club...
pity that i cant bring my camera out...
or else...
the view is really breathtaking...

DINNER
1900hrs 060303
hawker centre opposite the copthorne


food was okay...
think we ordered from the wrong stall...
so the mee kinda sucked..
but the other stuff we binged on were pretty okay...
oni 5 of us...
andrew was out partying.
so we had our little party...
guys bought some vodka...
chips...and the usual...
then went back watched TV and stuff...
wad a life...

LIGHTS OFF
0100hrs 070303


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its quite crazy actually...
just came back from penang...
survived the big winds and crap...
come back to singapore...
and sprained my ankle over a game of soccer...
now limping quite jialat-ly...

hehhee...
know wad???
i also not sure...
but you know how you usually dont remember dreams?
in penang however...
one night i dreamt this dream that i did not forget...
its quite crazy actually...
that i was all grown up and stuff...
and was with sam...
thinking abt how to do up our apartment...
which was pretty crazy coz though we have been pretty close...
i've alwaz treated him like a little bro...
but maybe coz he's been great throughout the trip...
helped me alot with my equipment...
taught me some pool and subsequently beat me 3 games in a row...
walked me to the beach when i insisted on going down to check on the equipment when the others refused to come along...
i'm not in love with him ya???
hope not...

this trip kinda allowed me to change my impression of the thai sailors totally...
pardon the spelling...
but koo, kai, bow, sulhaimi, arun have all been great seniors...
helping me and qi alot when we were down...
one day it was blowing 20+ knots...
and i was really freaked...
really...
almost cried...
told andrew i couldnt sail...
but he threw me out...
almost crashed into the pulau tikus off the shore of penang...
that was freaky...
koo helped us launch...
asked andrew to help me...
the thais taught us alot...
really...
amazed at their generousity of their skills...
even the thai youths...
neng...
who looked so fatherly while carrying their coach's son...
jack..
who never held back his suaning at WQ...
they were great fun...
and their cute exclaimation..
which bow taught us...
we learnt it as TWO-CORN-LIAO-CUP..
hahha...
they even say it out at sea...
it supposed to be something like CORRECT!
but well...
i dunnoe...
maybe merser you wanna correct me...
muahhzhah...

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16.3.03
hey guys!!!!
i'm back!!!
woohoo!
been some time since i last blogged...
the keyboard's kinda foreign to me...


penang had been a great experience...
there were ups and downs...
but the fact that the downs make good learning points...
makes the trip a really fulfilling one...
so many things happened over the ten days there...
i dont know where to start...
but it has been really really cool...

the foreign sailors...
how we try to converse in simple english...
hand signals and the like...
the cute koreans...thai..HKGers..japs...

the strong winds...
the big storm that blew the whole tentage away...
got us really freaked...
but gave us a chance to know the others better...

my crazy team mates...
how we bunked into each others' rooms...
watch TV...
drink vodka...
eat crap...
wrestle each other...

my sucky coach...
who amazingly got to be part of the international jury...
which sucked coz he would have to abandon us most of the time...
bleah...

the freaky weather...
where it could get piercing hot one minute...
and get blown around by a tropical storm the next...

the amount of shopping one could do there...
bought lotsa stuff...
splurged 60 sing dollars on a pair of boardshorts...
which was pretty insane...
bought a mambo bag which i realised on hindsight that it din really suit me...

the food in penang...
which could be quite monotonous when you eat the hotel breakfast like 9 mornings in a row...
the same hawker centre almost every lunch...
and din get to go the famous gurney drive until the very last day...

jellifishes in the waters...
freaking alot...
white one..
yellow one...
long or short..
fat or skinny...

my new ouxiangz...
alot of the thai sailors...
for being there when we needed help and advice...
being the funny guys they are...
ah dong the fireman from HKG...
for making us feel good abt ourselves even though our sailing sucked...
oka...
for being the humble asian games gold medalist...
talking to me like he was never one...
junho cho...
for been ever so funny...
and sweet when talking abt his galfren...
'fat but got good heart...'
aww....


have loads to say abt my days...
so will do so in the following entries...

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5.3.03
=(
went to the doc's yesterdae...
said i've got abit of wheezing in my lungs...
might have asthma...
which aint good...
especially when i'm supposed to be doing sports...
he din prescribe any asthma stuff...
so hopefully it's just something mild...
tat i wont get any attacks in penang...
doc said something like...
'you better take care of yourself there ah...
your mummy wont be there to take care of you...

finally can understand why they kinda worried about me being there...

hehhe...
oh yesh...
parents might decide to drive up to penang during the weekend...
muahahhaa...
wat a waste of time and money...
but i tried discouraging them liaoz...
but it din work...
so i also bo pian...

woke up today to almost 10 sms...
feels kinda sweet...
that some in the klass actually msg-ed me good luck and stuff...
lala, yangxing, huishan, merv, YZ, graceH, shishi...
thanks alot...
your sms kinda took my mind away from the horrible cough...
will miss all of you guys when i'm over there...
study hard for chem...
i'm not suaning you...
=)


wonder how the others in the team is preparing for the trip...
i'm acting as if i'm leaving sg for good...
hehhee...
wont be collecting my chinese results...
just praying that i'll pass...
told stella not to tell me anything abt my results...
esp if they're bad...
hehehe...
praying still...
wont get to see the seniors when they come back for the results...
so kinda sms-ed chunyong all the best liaoz...

kinda lost contact with him ever since he went into NS...
well...
i guess that happens...
hope he's doing good in there...


To anyone who has been following my blog for some time...
i only know of you casey...
regret for not being able to impress you with mature and interesting food for thought...
its more like an account of my days...
something for myself to click back and smile...laugh...or even cry...
thanx for spending your time reading these mindless crap...
your pretty tag msges...
and your wonderful sms-es after reading tat i'm feeling down...
they mean alot to me...
=)



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4.3.03
so will be away from my dear bloggie for abt 10 whole days...
there'll be lotsa things that i will want to record...
so maybe will write in my surfing log book...
hope soprandi's gonna be there...
*pray*

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been coughing like a horse the last few days...
quite jialat...
esp when you have to make so much noise in a quiet lecture hall...
piangz...
bo pian...
was stifling my cough while raising the flag...
aint good...
supposed to be at the peak of my fitness for the competition...
but i'm like down in the pits...
but siaowen was really sweet today...
hearing my horrible cough...
she went to buy me strepsils...
was so touched lor...
thanks siaowen...
totally wasnt expecting it...
but it's one of the nicest thing anyone could do at that point of time...
i would have ran over and hugged you if i wasnt trying to rush out my maths tutorial...
heheh...
love ya!


quite crazy actually...
mdm ong actually called me at home to set up a meeting for tomorrow...
hahhaa...
had a 5 min breakfast...
a 45 min meeting...
another 45 min meeting during lunch...
then finally ate a nice hot dog with lala at 4plus...
hungry...
but bo pian...

really sleepy...
dunnoe why also...
think the virus is getting to me...
tough trying to stay awake during lessons...
but am trying hard...
=)
dunnoe whether to look forward and feared the trip...
but well...
i'm leaving tomorrow...
gotta prepare myself ya???

go to see the doc liaoz...
hope he doesnt say anything against me going for competition...
it really means alot to me...

thanx lala...
cant explain...
but you're alwaz there to go home with me when i can...
really appreciate it...
and kinda feel bad for not being able to be there for you sometimes...
kinda glad i turned ard to speak to you on the first day of sch...
or we might have never turned out to be friends this close...
love ya...


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3.3.03
A rustle,
the leaf.

A whistle,
the wind.

Insignificant,
they might be.
Beauty,
they possess.

Take time to look around,
for the little things in life.
You'll never know what you have just missed.


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think chunyong's rite abt taking refuge in the CR...
think i'm starting to do that liaoz...
kinda leaving the bunch during breaks...
sticking myself in the CR...
disturbing alwin lai...
playing CDs...
eating...
crapping...
or just sleeping...
somehow...
the CR really feels like home now...
with no regard for the mess its in...
it kinda means alot to me...
i thot CY was crazy when he related this to me...
but i guess its finally taking place...


kinda sucky actually...
received feedback that we kinda lame on AJ Radio...
maybe so...
so we kinda just did intro on the song...
and thats it...
kinda sick of coming early every morning to do Radio...
instead of asking shishi to do so repeatedly..
i thot i'll just draw the list myself...
not bad...
almost all the slots filled liaoz...
so...
you'll be getting new DJs soon...
=P~

had like 2 meetings today...
and 0202 form teacher just called me (AT HOME!!!) to have a meeting first thing tmr..
taking advantage of my morning break...
piangz...
this is crazy...
but i guess these are the loose ends i have to tie up before i leave on wed ya???
really ya know..
council can really be something you can love and hate..
all at the very same time...
=P
*bleah*

been thinking abt things...
something i have alwaz tried to live by...
'do onto others what you want others to do onto you...'
i think that kinda applies alot...
seriously...
i cant imagine sitting alone by myself throughout a whole lecture...
its a horrible feeling that i dont think anyone should go thru..
i dont sit with her coz i'm nice...
(i'm not anyway...
you should see what goes in my mind...
muahahha...)
but coz i wont want my friends to sit somewhere else when i'm already seated..
and they choose not to sit by me...
its sad...
i felt it during physics today...
not that i blame anyone...
but it aint a good feeling..
trust me...

whether it is her choice or not...
she's trying...
lets try too...

am starting to pack my stuff for penang...
kinda realised i have been wearing the same clothes like for the past few weeks...
coz i havent got the time/energy to ransack my wardrobe..
its like the leaning tower of piza...
i think my team mates are getting sick of my post training gear...
the sch uniform...
hate to travel heavy...
just bring my water gear...
and wear back my U...
kinda yucky...
but hey...
at least i dont get backaches...

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2.3.03
had a super long day today...
woke up at 7am...
what!?!?!?
on a sunday!??!?!!

yupz...
but it was for a cause...
went to the temple to pray...
for a lot things...
that i cannnot say...
or else wont come true...
so i diam...
=X

then went for breakfast with family at maxwell food centre..
had what they call rickshaw noodles...
its kinda simple...
really cheap 60c for a small bowl...
but its really yummy...
should really try one day...
=)
had some dim sum...
and yummy peanut porridge..
woohoo!
its like historic Singapore food tour...
my parents just know the best food ard...
yummy!

then rushed to ECP by 10 am...
to pack up our equipment for the trip...
really kinda cool when you see how we wrap...
like bao ba chang like dat...
scared this break that break...
so used lotsa bubble wrap...
clear wrap and tape...
muahhahah.
but if something still breaks ah...
we surrender laioz...
andrew was still as farnie today...
and all the seniors too..
dunnoe why...
but they like eat wrong thing like dat...
all crap like nobody's business...
had a lot of fun listening to their crap...
*pengz*

then rushed from ECP to city hall...
parents were nice enough to pick me up and send me there...
met the klass at ard 6...
but mostly after that...
i thot i was late at 1805...
but some of them were still playing WC3and 1830...
=P
piangz...
was dying of hunger lioaz woah...
din eat lunch...
the food centre outside the club closed liaoz...
so we just had to go hungry...
hehhe...

dinner was farnie..
we kinda stepped into the wrong restuarant...
thinking that we can cross-order...
okay...
not we...
it was my fault...
so we ended up in a chinese restuarant...
and ordered very carefully..
just in case we had to stay back and wash plates...
din eat alot...
coz we were kinda freaked by the idea...
bill came up to be abt 90 bucks...
so 10 bucks each for the 9 of us...
muahhahaa...
quite dumb but it was fun...

grp was really crappy at the esplanade...
took silly pictures...
crapped at the library...
ehhehe...
short...
but still...
i had fun...
=)
thanx guys/girls...
for a wonderful evening...
sorry that i led you into the wrong restuarant...
i had a great time...
and i hope you did too...


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1.3.03
mR biG_-_tO bE wiTH yOU

Hold on little girl
Show me what he's doone to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you


Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you

Chorus

Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile

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hehe...
during debrief today...
andrew received a long distance call from london...
sailor Tan Wearn How...
piangz...
andrew was telling us how good he was...
sea games gold...
asian games bronze...
o levels 9 A1s...
a levels straight As...
now in london studying aeronautical engineering...
so lihai...
met him a few times before...
exchanged few words oni...
and he used my ex-equipment before...
piangz...
he's damn strong..
and damn good at sailing...
he's kinda nice too...
very smiley...
and polite...
like the SNAG kind...
woohoo!
i think he's the most lihai person that i've ever known...

training today was cool...
the pulley system worked damn well...
just a gentle tug..
and the whole sail was tensioned...
woohoo!
much easier than before...
andrew's the best man...
dunnoe what to say...
5 airblocks and 2 sheaves on the outhaul...
two v-jams and two airblocks on the downhaul...
the wonders of physics..
the pulley system is really damn powerful..
its like when i first started using harness...
asked myself..
why din i use this earlier?

was late for morning training...
but still...
managed to sail abit...
afternoon training was alot on starts...
haiz...
right in front of the club the wind damn shifty and gusty...
piangz...
kept falling and not making the start...
quite sad...
but bo pian...
i tried...
so paiseh...
so lousy in front of the people there...
but still i think it was a useful drill..
kinda regained my memory abt short tacks and wide tacks...
and how they should be used...
and how to harness the wind...
without moving over the start line...
kinda important during starts ya?
=)

andrew damn farnie today...
made us laugh alot...
but he's really understanding...
he was like scold scold scold the guys for being lazy...
wanting to sleep more and not coming early on sun...
then turned and say...
stef is our busy girl...
so cannot blame...

hehhe...
and he will dear here darling there to all of us...
hahha...
when you see a grown man doing that...
it may seem repulsive..
but andrew's cute..
really...

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if there was one word which could describe your day...
what is it?

EXCITING

hehhe...
yeah..
thats the word to describe my maths test man...
hahha...
first maths test that i can try all the questions...
but jialat...
alot of mistakes...
hahah...
but still am glad...
woohoo!

then rushed down to ECP for training...
grabbed breakfast from BK...
a yummy crosiant wich...
with turkey ham...
love it...
esp when its oni two bucks..
was in the car...
feeding my dad hashbrowns...
kinda realise that he's the best...
taking the day off just becoz i wanna save cab fare..
and send me all the way to ECP...
dunnoe what to say..
but really...
appreciate him...
alot...

actually was quite pissed when i was rigging my my laogong...
stupid thing...
the batten din wanna go in...
then had to ask uncle sudin for help...
and he was really nice...
piangz...
but everyone was asking me why i late...
not my team or coach lah...
but pple at the club...
TC was the worst...
he was like...
why so late???
i got test in school...
wad test???
maths lah...
then he gimme the i-dont-believe-you look...
piangz...
i'm already trying my best...
andrew doesnt even complain...
why should him???
=P

oh ya...
adrian pierced his ears!?!?!?!
we alwaz thot he's a goody-two-shoes...
then suddenly pierced ears...
we all damn shocked lor...
was thinking whether he kena big blow annot...
so drastic a change...
then his dressing now became more...
smart casual kind...
no longer the usual jeans/berms/t-shirts....
maybe he's in love...
muahhahaha...

rachel kinda selling bikinis on the surfshop website...
then she brought her stuff today..
during lunch break...
few of us girls went to try a few...
piangz...
i try liaoz din dare go out let them see man...
but in the end...
vanity ruled the day...
had to leave the cubicle to look in the mirror...
bought one...
coz aniwaz i wear a shirt all the time...
the girls who saw kept ji-siaoing me...
piangz...
say should let the guys see...
so stole my shirt and ran off...
but at least they came back...
or else i would have been stuck in the loo for ages...

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