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just realised...
the JC1 guys i was talking abt yesterdae are from 0103... piangz... so paiseh... no wonder... they talk to me like know me like dat... one of them is the PD rep... and the other is my o1 OG guy... whose name i cant remember... Day3... finally... had to cover for one of the OGFs who had to leave early... had a difficult time blending into the OG... coz among all the montana OGs... that was a grp i was having most trouble with... so since they knew each other pretty well... left them to bond on their own.... which i think they preferred... they were pretty mean actually... one of my OGFs was pretty fierce with them... and they horribly mimicked him... rite in front of me... gals you know?! so terrible... i thot gals supposed to be sensitive creatures... c'mon lor... its basic courtesy... cant blame my OGF also... coz he already damn stressed... then these pple like dat... grr... haiz... feel very bad also... gave up to a point that i started to get sarcastic to some JC1s... apologise for it... but really couldnt help it... when you gek sim... you really cant help it lor... busied myself ard sch after CCA carnival... have to clear up the WHOLE ENTIRE sch before tmr... run here run there... squat here squat there... carry this carry that... but when you see pple ard you working together.... you feel damn freaking good... council's going through alot now.. but one thing for sure.... it's making us stronger... even stronger than after o1... when you cry.. you'll definitely have someone to lean on... who'll hug you and tell you everything is alrite.. and you believe them... you just do... council... thanks guys for the great 3 days... JC1s may not have enjoyed as much as we did... but we danced..shouted...screamed...ran...walked...jumped... and collected tears...sweat...salt crystals on our shirts... we gek xim...smile...writhe in hunger... clutched injured ankles...knees in pain while dancing... i cried... but seeing sms-es from you guys while i'm hiding in the loo hoping that my eyes would get back to normal again... the world's pretty again... i love you guys... ----Stef stopped rambling at 22:35 --Link to Post |
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