| 23.5.08 |
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i guess i can say i'm back... and i'm finally done with this blog... been an awesome six years here... helped me through a great deal... but i guess it's time to move on... ...to bigger, better things like wordpress. (if you are still interested, you will find it easily.) ----Stef stopped rambling at 01:05 --Link to Post |
| 14.5.08 |
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i thought i'd have grown up over the years... by default or something... and i'll stop making stupid mistakes... doing things i'll regret for a long time... that's not even saying forever... it has been maybe 5 weeks.. it still haunts me... each moment replays and i ask myself why... i cant say i'm young, ignorant or any other factors that alleviates my guilt... coz i'm not... at least no longer... it eats me up from the inside... the happier i am... the angrier i get with myself... i ask myself why... it has been two consecutive sleepless nights so far... this might be the third... i should have known... why should it ever be otherwise... what was i thinking... so now i'm stuck between the devil and the deep blue sea... where the pursuit of happiness drags me into a grim, deep pit of remorse... one that i probably would never be able to climb out of... i guess when happiness != happiness... you know your life is pretty much screwed. ----Stef stopped rambling at 01:59 --Link to Post |
| 2.5.08 |
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i'm starting to get myself acquainted with wordpress... i havent made the move yet... not officially, at least... though i kinda wonder what does official mean here.... thing is... i think it's kinda apt... you know... this little school-work transition... and 2 separate blogs to document them... it'll definitely be of a different tone... i'm be writing in proper sentences... still lotsa ranting... but i kinda want to have a means of practising proper english... my language, both written and verbal, is kinda going down the drain... i really should be concentrating on my interview, presentation and exams... but its hard... when there are so many things on my mind... during such times... i like to drop everything and pick up the most mundane option... like sudoku puzzles... endless episodes of House/30rock/bigbangtheory/howimetyourmother... facebook my life away... the addiction to facebook aint waning.. at least not yet... i cant decide whether i'm addicted coz i'm voyeuristic or exhibitionistic... but i guess i cant rule out being both... one thing for sure... i'm insanely addicted to parking wars... every 12 hours i log on... just to move my cars just so i'll cash in on the car values... and for what? just to get more cars... with which i get more money.. it's a vicious cycle... and i'm trapped... i'm not sure how i should filter out the next bunch of readers... it's not like i'm some exclusive read... so making you guys msn, sms, email me for the new address... does seem like a pompous thing to do... although there are some people who might be reading since like 5 years ago... who i kinda want to weed out... dont worry.. it's not you... i kinda want to be able to write like no one's reading... then write a diary, dumb ass... but i want to be able to share some stuff with my closest friends as well... without having to call every single one of them at a frequency of 1 call per day... i'm still deciding... so we'll see how it goes... once i get a hang of how to work the wordpress thing... i think it'll be pretty kick-ass awesome... so i cant wait... well... life cant wait... so why should i? ----Stef stopped rambling at 03:54 --Link to Post |
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