. be resourceful
 
 
. wasted time
 
 
. sanity check
 
 
. carbon dating
 
 
. frozen time
 
 
7.4.08
watched the Pillowman today...
luckily i forced the guy to double check our tickets...
coz our selective memory caused us to forget that we...
cheapskates that we were...
bought the matinee show at a student price...
but boy did i feel old when we got there...
i swear the place was crawling with 18 year olds...
not that i have anything against 18 year olds...
but since i weaned myself off places like Far East Plaza...
i have never seen that many pple under 21 in a single place...
okay i am exagerating...
thing was 3 hours...
i thought it was good...
in a Tim Burton twisted sorta way...
but a little to slow and draggy for my liking...
i'm just a sucker for entertainment...
so deep and thoughtful plays like that didnt quite hit the spot for me...
though i quite enjoyed trying to read deeper into everything...
i dont exactly spot irony, insert-random-literature-mambo-jumbo here...
things like that quite easily...
i'm blaming 4 years of engineering school...


i have a confession to make...
i stare at the guy's facebook profile sometimes for fun...
he is so un-happening that there is nothing i dont know on his facebook profile...
so i just stare blankly at it sometimes...

that, and i'm a facebook-parking wars addict...
i'm now saving up the buy an ice cream truck that costs 1.9 million...
and the only thing the ice cream truck does is to increase the rate at which i earn (fake) money with my other cars that i park on other's people streets...

i am going nuts.

first draft is going to the prof tomorrow...
i think he might just shoot me a hostile email saying that i cant grad..
and i'll have to stay another year to re-do my FYP...
not that i want that to happen...
just saying there is a possibility...
coz...
if there is anything my Uncertainty class has taught me....
it's that anything is possible...

and adidas says impossible is nothing.

but that being said...
i know next to nothing about Uncertainty...
the past few online assignments was done with the guy having to go to great lengths to explain to me why his answers were such and such...
i wouldnt constitute that as cheating...
but productive discussion...
albeit, very mono-directional...

and i realised i didnt do as well as i thought in genes and society...
not that i failed or anything...
but i thought i got 32/40...
when in actual fact its 31/40...
not sure if i should panic...
coz a ton of people got higher marks than me...
and another ton of people got lower marks...
i wouldnt say i'm average...
coz stats show i'm slightly above...
but hey...
who wants to be average?

sometimes i do.
i think i've got such low self-esteem that if anyone (boy/girl) spends more than 0.1 ms of time looking at me...
i would immediately think i have messy hair or veg in my teeth...
or that my jeans are too tight...
they are, but i love my BR skinnies...
and i do have messy hair...
i dont own a hair brush you see...

i think i'm worse than a caveman...
bah!

that being said...
i'm amazed that the guy loves his cavewoman...
truth be told...
i'd be embarrassed to have a girlfriend like me...
if i were a guy, that is...
maybe he is...
but he blardy hell doesnt show it la...
which is super-duper amazing...
sometimes i half-expect him to throw a garbage bag over my head when we bump into his friends in town and pretend he was just taking out the trash...
which further substantiates the fact, that i have already established 3+ years ago, that the guy is FREAKING wonderful/amazing/great/awesome/super-duper...
save for the fact that he loves his soccer more than me...

i think the whole post is quite the pointless..
but i had fun rambling...
WOOTS!


----Stef stopped rambling at 03:12
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