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it's like reliving the awful phase of secondary school and JC all over again... not that the whole thing was awful... i had wonderful times... but the awful parts... the parts of being the needy, desperate... wanting affirmation but to no avail... i really shouldnt be feeling like this... so i dont know why i am.... feels juvenile... but at the same time... i just cant help myself... i need to grow up... i need to be able to not fall so easily... crap... this whole week was a total joke... the reason why i asked to meet you, i never had the courage to say... but here it is anyway... stop popping up in my life every once in a year to shake things up... i dont need it... on the other hand... i dont think there can be anything that cannot be salvaged with an awesome date with the guy... i think we'll finally have time for the museum this weekend after my Finance paper... then was thinking.... since we're close... maybe we can go picnic at Fort Canning... poor guy has been vexing over his FYP submission over the last couple of months... would be great to really enjoy the weekend... and... i quite like takeaway dinners with his parents at the coffeetable in front of the TV... the last one was sushi, sashimi, roast meats and dom perignon... family gossip is fun... ----Stef stopped rambling at 12:18 --Link to Post |
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