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i honestly thought i would feel depressed and dejected... but i'm not... i started telling nick not to provoke me coz i bad mood... but i was laughing as i was typing that... so i guess it didnt hit me... and then i reasoned that it probably wasnt an issue after all... it has been like what.... four/five years since... it would be quite insane to have something stirring inside you for so long... while the case didnt close the way i wanted it to... without any remnants of a doubt... i guess i cant ask for very much more... i honestly think the guy doesnt read this anymore... and neither does ANYONE for that matter... so no one's gonna start judging me when i start raving about... ...cute angmoh who looks like harry potter! but then again... my idea of cute is kinda warped... he just has that cool nerd charm about him.... i had to brisk-walk/half-run just so i could be on the same bus as him... and i think lacoste is awesome sexy... never knew a simple lime-green polo can be that delicious... and last night over dinner with the lab guys... xiangyi asked if i was the only child... and melv asked if i stayed at bukit timah... do i come across so spoilt/pampered/over-indulged? not that all bukit-timah types are like that.... but i thought my heartlandish traits would be more dominant... after 10+ years in ulu sengkang and maybe 12 years in bedok ulu reservoir... goodness... i am the eldest child la... ala the one-who-has-to-give-up-the-drumstick/crabclaw-to-everyone-else.... hur... now i'm just blasting songs off my iPod... it's cold and rainy afternoon... i'm hungry but i'm waiting for the guy to have his break... so we can lunch together.... even the guy at Aston's recognizes me as the one who orders two portions for herself... save time mah.... so we no need wait so long... *hides face* ----Stef stopped rambling at 12:22 --Link to Post |
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