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30.3.08
been one crazy day...
think the McD supper of an ice cream cone got me into this...
considering the guy and i ate everything together save for that ice cream cone...
woke up in the middle of the night feeling superbly uncomfortable...
staggered into the bathroom...
started to puke everything...
i dont remember ever puking like that...
though i probably did when i was younger...
but it was a real horrid experience...
dont understand why some pple can induce it on purpose...
still feeling damn sick...
slept the entire day...
coz it was the only way i wont feel terrible...
woke up at 9.30pm...
after going to bed at 2.30pm...
tried to eat a little porridge...
but din get much further than trying to spoon up the fluids...

it's now the next day...
and i'm starving...
but i dont think i can eat anything without feeling like regurgitating everything again...
dont think i have ever felt so much disdain for food anywhere...
been craving for some awesome fish soup though...
might just try after i go to the doc later...
i slept so much yesterdae...
but thats really all i feel like doing..

guy's mom asked him why i fall sick so often...
not really la...
just that the other episode, which involved a ambulance ride, was at his place too...
now i'm just a sick cat...
darn...
i really ought to be tougher than this...

that aside...
it's amazing how happy the guy makes me...
even without doing anything...
was feeling all sad and downcast...
but everything changed once he comes into the picture...

ME WANT FOOD....
but i dont want to have to eat it...

----Stef stopped rambling at 08:43
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