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one of my lab mates and i were just chatting over curry puffs... when he mentioned how little people he probably know in uni if it werent for db... just occurred to me that maybe i've been missing out a little as well... although i have some great pals that resulted from various places in uni... windsurfing club... ME project group... ME lab mates (having gone thru hell together)... and of course the guy... but i kinda think if it werent for the guy... us spending all our time together in consequence of our relationship... maybe my uni social life wouldnt be so miserable... maybe i would have met more pple... maybe i'll meet some kick-ass awesome people that i can take with me thru life... i dont know... sometimes it scares me to think how my inexistent social life will manifest should the guy and me split up... i'll be reduced to a miserably pathetic pile of i-dont-know-what... quite frankly... i'm a terrible friend... there is this ME guy that i happen to bump a lot into these days... we sit and chat on the bus... give each other funny looks whenever we bump into one another... complain about our FYPs... but i cant remember his name or how i met him... i bumped into a JC friend this afternoon... he didnt seem to recognise me while we were at the bus stop... so i didnt try to acknowledge him... but i as i alighted from the bus, walking by him as such... he sprouted very jovial, "hey steffie!" (i go weak in the knees when pple call me that...) i feigned surprise... but guilt was really what i felt... not guilt also la.... maybe embarrassment... just glad something good came out from being stuck in the FYP lab so much... some pretty awesome friends that will make this FYP journey much easier... ----Stef stopped rambling at 01:08 --Link to Post |
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