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you know how you can feel on top of the world sometimes.... i did last semester... getting full marks for comp finance tests... being pro-active in marketing class... doing pretty alright in financial account... and okay in my engineering classes... writing reviews that i was truly proud of... this sem is the total opposite... never have i felt more lost... more confused... more terrible about myself... i dont even feel proud of my writing anymore... i remember being really upset when my editor edited so much of my review when i first started... but now... i kinda wished it wasnt my name up there anymore... and although i have been quite bent on the banking/finance industry... everyone has been telling me to follow my heart... do what i like... but the truth is.. i dont think there can be anything that i would totally like... i just think it's too idealised... i dont even know whether i'll hate banking coz i've never been in it... urgh. i hate decisions... ----Stef stopped rambling at 01:44 --Link to Post |
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