25.6.07 |
a pretty darn terrible day today... to start off... i realised i lost my Fossil analog... i passed it to JF on our way to Gardiner yesterday coz i didnt want a watch tanline... then when i asked for it this morning... he couldnt find it... said he probably dropped it in the restaurant at Gardiner... called the restaurant up after work... no watch... i know it's just a watch... but i cried and cried like hell... i even gave lunch a miss so that i could stay in my room and cry... the guy gave it to me on our second anniversary... after i've been wanting a Fossil for the longest time... i know it's no Rolex... but it just means a lot to me... i've always made sure that i dont lose things... even sometimes to the extent of being overly paranoid... coz i hate the idea of losing things of value... things i buy with the money i save up so desperately for... this was a gift... so of course i feel even worse... the guy didnt blame me and offered to buy me a new one... not too sure about that... cant hear nuts amidst my crying... but it just isnt the same anymore... i was quite on the verge of trekking that 5miles again today... just so i can maybe spot the watch on the side of the dirt road or something... i want it back that badly... that aside... being TL aint that fun after all... i get shit from above... and when i feedback my RAs or send them back to do things they left out.... i get black faces... i am just freaking doing my job... but that is so freaking difficult... and its not as if we're being paid more... but i guess the day wrapped up pretty nicely... enjoyed a good chat with a Chinese girl who came over here with us... it was a heartfelt bitchfest... watching the guys play soccer... badminton at the rec hall... something i totally need on a day like this... ----Stef stopped rambling at 23:00 --Link to Post |
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