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25.6.07
a pretty darn terrible day today...
to start off...
i realised i lost my Fossil analog...
i passed it to JF on our way to Gardiner yesterday coz i didnt want a watch tanline...
then when i asked for it this morning...
he couldnt find it...
said he probably dropped it in the restaurant at Gardiner...
called the restaurant up after work...
no watch...

i know it's just a watch...
but i cried and cried like hell...
i even gave lunch a miss so that i could stay in my room and cry...
the guy gave it to me on our second anniversary...
after i've been wanting a Fossil for the longest time...
i know it's no Rolex...
but it just means a lot to me...
i've always made sure that i dont lose things...
even sometimes to the extent of being overly paranoid...
coz i hate the idea of losing things of value...
things i buy with the money i save up so desperately for...
this was a gift...
so of course i feel even worse...
the guy didnt blame me and offered to buy me a new one...
not too sure about that...
cant hear nuts amidst my crying...
but it just isnt the same anymore...
i was quite on the verge of trekking that 5miles again today...
just so i can maybe spot the watch on the side of the dirt road or something...
i want it back that badly...

that aside...
being TL aint that fun after all...
i get shit from above...
and when i feedback my RAs or send them back to do things they left out....
i get black faces...
i am just freaking doing my job...
but that is so freaking difficult...
and its not as if we're being paid more...

but i guess the day wrapped up pretty nicely...
enjoyed a good chat with a Chinese girl who came over here with us...
it was a heartfelt bitchfest...
watching the guys play soccer...
badminton at the rec hall...
something i totally need on a day like this...

----Stef stopped rambling at 23:00
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