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watching so many of my friends leave SG to go on exchange makes me envious really... there are probably a few reasons why i didnt apply... financial constraints being the most obvious... but also... the fear of the unknown... and of solitude... i know we're all supposed to socialise and make frens... but i'm anti-social... what to do? saw Stella off to Sweden today... and Cheewei off to Denmark.. it definitely takes much more than enough moo-lah... but the courage to step into a foreign land ALONE... not knowing their language... and being away from the ones you love and cherish... i get homesick like mad one lor! i dont really know how i'll survive 3 months in the USA... the last two 3-week stints in Thailand left me crying when i called home... despite the fact that i had my teammates/YEP-mates with me... this time i'll have the guy and 3 other people i lub very much too... but i'll definitely miss my daddy and mommy... and the rest of my family of course... the trip already cost 3.3 upfront... admin and tickets... *fainted* i think my dream of a European grad trip will never materialise... ----Stef stopped rambling at 00:38 --Link to Post |
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