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i realised i have been terribly sticky with the guy... i guess it's the fact that he'll probably be off to Shanghai for a year come yearend... so i'm like trying to see one and half years worth of him before the year draws to an end... i hate being the sticky one... it just feels so needy... so helpless... i know i'll need to be busy to cope with the sudden emptiness... but i've stepped down from the committees... and i'm not sure how busy schoolwork's going to be... i know it's 6 core including a blardy design module that will take forever to complete... but still... it will be one freaking year! ...no hand to hold... ...no shoulder to cry on... ...no chauffeur... ...nobody to play chopsticks with... ...nobody to criticise my dressing... ...nobody to eat late-night Boon Tong Kee with... but i know NOC Shanghai is what he wants... and although it sounds campy to say this... i will give him my support... ----Stef stopped rambling at 01:50 --Link to Post |
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