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i think i am way too dependent on the guy... i even dropped my books... carried a set of maths notes though... and took bus-train to United Square to buy him Subway... then took a bus to his place... to watch the Arsenal-Tottenham match together... to watch him watch the match rather... but he promised to drive me back thereafter... so it wasnt that bad... but periods of non-compulsory activity like this of mugging for the exams... just makes me want to see him so much... and when i feel that way... it's damn easy for me to feel like our relationship is cooling off... because he doesnt need me as much as i need him.... not in the big sense... but more like... he doesnt need to see him as much as i would love to... i think i know better than to feel that way... it has been good between us... although things are getting abit routine between us.. like when we study together.... he'll be at his desk... i'll be on the bed under the quilt.... i will slowly move downwards until i am in a totally horizontal position... i tell him to wake me up in ten minutes... he laughs and does his usual exclaimation that i will never be able to wake in ten... i sleep anyway... and sleep... or when he gets ready to go out... pulls out the orange Nautica tshirt that i hate... coz orange and bright colours just aint his thing... he threatens to wear it with his awful berms that crumple at the waist with the drawstring... to go to town... i chase him around the whole room... trying to grab it from him... and he ends up picking out something else to wear... funnily enough... i never tire of these... routine or otherwise... time with him... is like no other... maybe cause he's the one... ----Stef stopped rambling at 00:57 --Link to Post |
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