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i forced the guy to give me flowers. terrible right? was a PMS-induced request... feel terrible as a result... coz he dare not take public transport with the bouquet of 5 gerberras and 4 carnations... then he had to come school in a cab and hide at PGP basement while waiting for me... but then again... it's the guy's fault for not absorbing my pre-birthday and pre-anniversary hints... hints to the extent of I WANT FLOWERS... he says i ask for too many things... until he doesnt know when i'm serious... (how about ALWAYS?) so i guess this makes up for it all... but still... the guilt inside me is mounting... and i cant afford the white Chelsea jersey which might help alleviate my guilt... so i'll have to live with it... it's so weird that i would want flowers... when most people would not associate me with girly, flowerly stuff... i guess it's just nice to feel girly once in a while... especially with the whole flower thing... just makes you feel special... even though you forced it out of him... and hid it in your room immediately after... he did give me flowers two occasions prior... of his own accord... on our first official date as a couple... and during the last vday... which probably was a killer... considering how insane people price their blooms on such occasions... feels good la... even though it hurts his pocket... and all you do with it one week later is to try fit it in the rubbish chute... maybe it's overhyped by all the TV dramas and movies... that recieving flowers is such a WOW thing... i have heard of women who work in offices who send flowers to themselves just so they wouldnt look bad next to the woman who just got a bouquet of 99 roses from her hubby or something... but what does it really prove? the bigger the bouquet the more love from the guy? i think it's simply the bigger the bouquet the richer the guy... which brings us to another evil... Materialism... and did i say i hate my new hair? I HATE MY NEW HAIR. ----Stef stopped rambling at 00:26 --Link to Post |
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