24.1.06 |
after 8 years of staying in adjacent blocks... where we spent lotsa time of our secondary school days playing bball together... si lie and i finally realised that we had a crush on each other at about the same time in sec1... it's quite funny really... me thinking how it probably wouldnt work out... him probably thinking the same way... and now, wondering what it would have been like if we did find out 8 years ago... i guess it's like that... opportunities lost... are lost forever... and the only thing we can do... is to wonder what might have been... i guess i learnt my lesson since... to say things you want to say... and not to wait for a better, more appropriate chance... coz you might never get to say them ever.... i'm glad i din make the same mistake with the guy... no more wishy-washy stuff... if you like someone, let them know... they might just feel the same way too... never hold back and wait till 10 years later... only to look back and wonder, "what might have been?" it's better to confess and get rejected... than to live with a regret that you never found out how he/she really felt... and continue wondering all your life... but i guess there is always another way to look at things... on the bright side... maybe if si lie and i worked out... i wouldnt have met the guy... the guy i would have given up the world for... ----Stef stopped rambling at 02:46 --Link to Post |
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