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seriously... whats the point of studying when all the studying was of no use? Fluid Mechanics was a nightmare... in every sense of the word... 1. like a bad dream... 2. coz i fell asleep because i dunnoe how to do all the questions... crappy shit... never felt this dumb in my entire life... i think i said that last semester too... well.. it just gets better... i'm seriously thinking mechanical is not for me.. i say that all the time... but this sem... the intensive mugging with YXY has made me feel better about myself and my work... to the extent that i think ME is working out for me... aint that way... aint that easy... i'm seriously wondering why i picked something so obscure to chew on... i thought i can outsmart everyone by getting an engin degree and still go on to other jobs... jobs that need just "A Degree." and still be able to go into the engineering field if need be... i thought i could meet GUYS, GUYS and GUYS... well... the guys here... are mostly... erm... i'm not going to badmouth them the way they say ME girls buay chio, watever watever... but the fact that the guy is not from ME says millions... but then again... it may be because ME guys dont like me... WHATEVER! i asked the guy if i could like change fac and go to his or something... actually i was just blabbering... was damn frustrated... i think he very poor thing... have to tahan my rantings 24/7... urgh! back to MOM... ----Stef stopped rambling at 21:52 --Link to Post |
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