| 14.10.05 |
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YES. i admit i am needy... but i think that's different from saying that our relationship is based on a NEED... on my side... because it really isn't... or at least, that is what i would like to think... thing is... i don't see anything wrong in meeting up for lunch if both of us are in the very same school... or just hanging out doing our own studying or homework... i AM needy in the sense that i keep suggesting these lunches/hanging-out ever so often... even when his dad has begun to think we very nothing-better-to-do... he is more than him to me... he is like 70% buddy and 30% boyfriend... weird sounding... but really... if we had beer, you can call us beer buddies... but no... boyfriend/girlfriend is, but, a name... at this stage we're still sniffing each other out... ya know? for the big picture... then if i say i love him... like so contradicting to "70% buddy"... it's sounds really, really warped... but some people might get what i'm trying to put across... basically... it's not NEED... if it were... i wouldn't have to wait all those years for him to appear... one can never be picky about needs... that aside... it has been days of Rotten Onions, meetings and get-suaned-by-your-engin'mates.... 1. found a bag of rotten onions in my food drawer... only did coz a weird smell was wafting out of it when i opened it... cant bear to throw away the yummy stuff i have it in... so have been airing the drawer and the bag of cans/cereal boxes/oreos/instant noodles/coffee... hopefully i wont get stomachache from eating any of those... after the discovery of bag-of-Rotten-Onions... i was haunted by the smell even when i was in faraway Orchard Road... "do i smell of rotten onions to you?" 2. SC Marketing/Treasury and Windsurfing Committee meeting... hiaks... bad... but the latter was cool... coz we had the bday cake for the october babies... and it was a yummy Bananas about Chocolate from RoomforDessert... Weiming and i went fongseng for dinner after that... and we bought Hagen daaz tub from 7-11 and brought it to kunshan's room to eat... good stuff... but utterly sinful... 3. and suan-ed by my labmates...ex-classmates...people-i-sit-with-at-lectures... it's a madhouse... they can even join forces! maybe stranger was right when he said, "your labmate ah? *point to labmate* i pity you..." back to work. for now. ----Stef stopped rambling at 01:04 --Link to Post |
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