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its almost 3am... and i cant sleep... i have a super long day tomorrow... India module at 8am... then thermodynamics at 10am... lab at 2pm... with a formal report to hand in too... windsurf comm interviews at 6pm... i think i'm headed for self-destruction... in 3....2.....1... it's not that i am not trying to sleep... have been tossing and turning in bed for almost 1.5 hrs... i hate not being able to sleep... not as if i get a lot of it in the first place... during the hols maybe... but with 6 modules on hand... i seriously doubt the future... insomnia just makes me realise how i cant control my own life... coz i totally cant sleep when i want to... then i end up sleeping in lects... in buses, trains... while watching movies on his 22" monitor... i know i need the sleep for tomorrow... but i just cant do it... and i dont understand why... everything for the day has been settled... and i have no unfinished business... i even sent out all the freaking sms/emails that i need to... urgh. i dont even feel freaking tired... though i yawned the whole morning... dunnoe how many cans of coffee i'll need to survive tomorrow... just hope not too many... ----Stef stopped rambling at 03:01 --Link to Post |
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