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now that he's back... i din exactly feel the euphoria i was expecting... more often than not... i'm too hyped up about too many things... that i end up disappointing myself... it's not that i'm not happy having him back... just not feeling as happy as i would have liked to be... dunnoe why... maybe coz he didnt seem as excited to see me... but oh well... granted, he's sick... and he lost so much weight... goodness... that aside... was just surfing friendster as i waited for his reply to two of my smses... which never came... came across my sec1 crush... not exactly came across... he was already in my list of friends... the guy gained a freaking lot of weight since i last met him... like A LOT... ever since he injured his knee or something... funny how i used to think that he's pretty skinny and all.. and thought that he was pretty cute with the hu3 ya2... he just looks TOTALLY different... unlike the sporty basketball/soccer/tennis player that i knew him to be... amazing how people change so drastically... we kinda lost contact.. even though he only stays like a couple of blocks away... hate the way friends just slowly disappear from ur life like that... ok i admit... i wasnt making any effort to maintain the friendship either... ----Stef stopped rambling at 00:23 --Link to Post |
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