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ok... you guys can expect an influx of entries over the next 5 weeks... i'm unemployed... and he's going away for 4 weeks... i'm definitely going to be blogging like crazy... unless i can find anything else to occupy myself with... downside of signing up for wsf instructor course... it's spotted over 2 weeks... and i probably cant get a job coz i wont be able to take leave or things like dat... spoke to the parents... and they are fine with me not working... i mean they dont need me to work to help with finances so i'm fine... actually i dun mind helping kids with their maths or things like dat... but dont think i can commit whole year... eeeks... so picky rite? oh well... i shall remain unemployed... my long-term goal is to be a tai-tai... though i lack many prerequisites... doesnt hurt to dream rite? i'm brushing up on my mahjong... trying to enjoy shopping abit more... blah blah blah... got something serious to blog and ponder about... thats why i'm here... barely 1.5 hours after i woke up... yesh... i woke at 1230hrs... wahahahah! living it up man! (just goes to show how i should get a life...) have been blog surfing and the like... and having the usual coffee conversations... the issue of clubbing, pubbing and stuff alwaz comes up... and it's something i have yet to experience... yesh... you heard me rite... i have not been to zouk/cblack/dblO/newsroombar/attica/watever/anything before... the closest i got to a place with blaring music and alcohol was in pattaya with the team... wasnt an entirely good experience... wq can attest to that... must appear darn mountain tortoisey rite? especially with the notion of clubbing being such a big thing with pple my age... i totally cant drink... guy and i shared a bottle of champagne... and i was mumbling rubbish by the end of the third glass... bourbon knocked me out... a single bottle of heineken is enough to get me swaying... i think i inherited this trait from daddy dearest... he goes red on a single sip of beer... crazy stuff... cant dance for nuts either... even if i have to do it to save my life... gyrating to music isnt exactly my forte... i prefer stifling my giggles at people who try to dance... and the key word is try... i'm not sure whether i should feel that it is something i need to and should try... before i grow out of my teens... or that i'll be better off without it... and i could definitely survive the rest of my life... w/o including clubbing/pubbing in my list of 'been-there, done-that's... i'm not exactly a nite person... i reach home before 12 every nite... wahahaha.... like real... before we got together... clubbing did come up in our conversations before... and since he does engage in such activities... (not without including the fact that he's not into after-club activities other than supper...) it made me more pessimistic about US being a possibility... coz i expected myself to end up with a geek of sorts... someone who probably is as mountain tortoisey as myself... and we can just sua-ku together... (cant rem if wf was the clubbing sort... but i guess back when we were together... it wasnt such a big thing? maybe coz i was too young... and him, too short-of-cash and busy for anything like that...) one of my girlfriends asked if i go clubbing... and when given a negative reply... she was like, "so guai ah?" well... must you club/drink/smoke in order to be branded as a bad kid... eh... i quite the bad one ok? just that you dunnoe oni ah... and i know of some good kids who just enjoy the 'workout' dancing the nite away... others who simply relished the attention given to them... and of course, those who simply enjoy the eye candy... this entry is rather disjointed... coz my bro, who just came from school, insists on having the PC... to chat on MSN... and when i finally gave in and saved the draft... so tha he can CHAT on MSN... he went to watch TV... so i came back on... and when i'm halfway through the entry... he comes and niao me again./. *bish* bad bro! ----Stef stopped rambling at 13:57 --Link to Post |
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