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** i called buay ta han-ed and called him at like 2245hrs just now... number not available... ask me try again later... got abit worried... coz i knew they were getting to the mountainous place... yesterdae... and he havent called since then.. was worried something might have happened... alarm reminder to call him rang at 2300hrs... like i need a reminder... i was practically counting down to nitefall when i can call him... and he missed-call a couple of minutes later! was so freaking happy... punched out the required combination of numbers to get to his china line... was terribly happy to hear his voice... he didnt know that i called him... but he called me all the same... that means he missed me! according to him, he has been missing me all the time... unbelievably mushy... but i'm believing him all the same... i knew i was about to tear... but i told myself i must keep it in... else he cant hear me... and we'll just be wasting precious talktime... and guess what? we would be wasting precious phone battery too! the place that they are staying in got no electricity... i din manage to ask about lights and all... but they dont even have a place to bathe ya know? it must be very very uncomfortable for them... especially the girls... he admitted... he was so soft i thought he was ill.. but apparently some others were sleeping... so he didnt want to wake them... said he has so much to tell me about when he gets back... and it's only the 4th day! i couldnt sleep last nite... i dont know whether it was becoz i didnt hear from him last nite.. or anything else... but i know that he wouldnt be able to call me much... or let me call him coz his phone cant be charged... would that mean more sleepless nites? i hope not... hate feeling so needy... in need of him... i miss him. no one appreciates Solitaire Showdown with me like he does... ----Stef stopped rambling at 23:32 --Link to Post |
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