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** he called me so many times yesterday... if i didnt know better... that there was soccer on that evening... i would have been like floating in space... grinning from ear to ear... in extreme elation... but it was cool la... he couldnt get to watch the match... so the guys over there were like dependent on him to get the score... and probably a brief commentary... who better than the one with a china line.... who has a gf with $70 worth of calling cards... but he made me really happy... last nite... he said, "i'll call you tomorrow morning..." which i was rather reluctant about... knowing that i'll miss his missed-call usually coz i'll be sleeping... but also becoz i'd rather our calls be more spread out... especially since he wont get to call often... he din call this morning... but i called him before dinner just now... and we spoke for some time... and i spoke to the windsurf girls too... wahaha... they only have 10 more days in the mountains before their R&R... good life huh? he said, "i'll call you tonite k?" but he didnt... was disappointed... but who am i to complain? we get to speak almost everyday! oh happy day... now parents arent keen on me going to taiwan with him... i have no idea why the change of mind... maybe the last time i asked, it was during the exams... they din want to affect my papers... but i felt cheated... was so happy when they were receptive to the idea... was totally looking forward to when he gets back from china before we start planning... but it had to fall flat like that... i know my dad is super protective of me... but sometimes i do think he goes overboard... cried quite abit... coz the trip was probably the only thing i was looking forward to for the whole holidays... and yet i had to be deprived of it like that... i have my mom on my side... but it probably wont be of any use... knowing my dad... i didnt tell the bf abt the change of my parents' minds when i called him just now... while he isnt excited about it like i am... i dont think i should get him thinking about how it affects me... coz he knows how much i want the trip... i know 5 mths between us is kinda short for things like that... but you know that feeling where you just know that there is something about him... something that you dont want to let go... ever... ----Stef stopped rambling at 00:59 --Link to Post |
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