. be resourceful
 
 
. wasted time
 
 
. sanity check
 
 
. carbon dating
 
 
. frozen time
 
 
31.5.05
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finally got to him today...
right after my day at the beach ended...
even before i went to shower...
i made a call to him...
i had to...
the conversation two nites prior ended rather terribly...
it was cold...
he was cold...
i asked him about the sms i sent...
he said he didnt receive...
i didnt know what else to say...
hate it that we're so far apart...
yet it had to end up like that...
it's hard to miss him so much...
...needing to hear his voice so bad...
but feeling miserable...
...from his nonchalence...
...thus wanting to be angry with him as well...
i have no reason to...
but he did make me very sad...

two more weeks...
if only they would fly past...

----Stef stopped rambling at 22:59
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