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since this site is out of 'public' view... other than psychos who google me... or people who cleverly checked their site referrals and found me peeping at them... i think i'm safe to say things closer to heart... think our relationship is getting better... maybe its only that we're getting crappier by the day... but of late... i keep sneaking peeps at him... like i used to do... when we werent together yet... and the whole thing feels so surreal... i think relationships reach new levels when you allow your other half to see u in ur sloppiest, most lok-kok state, without regard of how the other person thinks... though between us, staying in hostel, that started ages ago... but everything just feels so comfortable... and u feel like you dont have to pretend... or act demure/sweet/kind/whatever... coz u just have to be you... and dun care that the other person minds how you act/look/are... i never truly experienced being myself in front of people... maybe there is... before people, if anyone, start thinking i'm just a pretentious bi-atch... but yeah... been feeling fantastic... he's been fantastic... my parents cant stop asking about him... my sis and bro dying to meet him... and my granny just popped a question out of nowhere today... "so you got boyfriend?" what the crap? and i thot she was still thinking about me and wf... watched Be Cool today... bad influence... *points at the boyfriend* but i really liked the movie... lotsa cool music and dialogue... fantastic.. lurve the pairing of uma thurman and john travolta... think they're just fabulous together... and the music... OH THE MUSIC... i'm so gonna get the OST... thinking of making lasagna rolls tomorrow... wahahah... experimentation time again... hope they dont turn out hard... have to cook them rolls first! time for a bath... did a A1 route with berw just now... poor girl had to wait ard for me again... i'm definitely way too slow... argh... would be using the hols to get back in shape... have to pen down a training regime... else i'll get nuthing done... think i can get back to 50? i think thats next to impossible... i'll see what i can do... dont think i'll be working this hols... slacking my days away! ----Stef stopped rambling at 01:34 --Link to Post |
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