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the blue blacked toe looks slightly better now... since i dug out a humongous piece of dried blood.. everybody go EEEWWWW... everybody? what everybody? this site is supposed to be a secret... shhsssh.... seriously... i find this entertaining... self entertainment brought to a whole new level... i'm only writing to amuse myself in the future... when i ultra bo liao... wanna look into archives and reminese... crazy shyt... just had a short chat with xinyi from my cluster.. so sweet... havent had human-to-human communication in a few days... other than the canteen uncle/auntie... where i mutter, "auntie/uncle, tabao..." think i tabao-ed too often this sem... might even have to takeaway physics... dont know how... dont know why... just know i'm gonna die... but i'll miss being in the same cluster as xy... she's sweet... utterly... ever since our writing class days... she's so perky she made my day... even at 2am at nite! feel ultra bad... as if i've let my parents down... they dun pressure me... insist that i do well or anything... but the thought of them being disappointed in me... and hiding it... is enough to kill me... my dad din make it to uni coz of a misprint in his results slip... apparently they use typewriters then... and the ink was smudgeable... i guess i'm almost a surrogate... and being the first child in the family... and in the extended family in the uni... is crazy... if only i'm really as smart as they think i am... ARGH. ----Stef stopped rambling at 04:04 --Link to Post |
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