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another move... was dying to post something closer to heart... suddenly recalled how we started out... it was a monday morning... we spoke till dawn... maybe not till so late... but i remember i couldnt sleep... coz it was our first date since getting together... and we din even hold hands... reckon it would be weird anyway... prior to that we were at each others' throats... in a buddy-buddy sort of way... it was dinner at some ulu part of sembawang... thank goodness for the car... buckaroo's... super big portions... and really good ambience... he really knows his eating places... he suggested drinks... but i thought of my dad... knowing that they knew a guy picked me up that evening... after my sis kindly announced to them all... when she spotted him at the driveway... went changi to look at planes instead... stopped by one of the e-exits... with a nice cool breeze... and us just talking... i half expected him to hold me from behind... but he stood like 1m away... and moved away when i moved closer... started to wonder if he's gay... then i remembered he was supposed to be my boyfriend... second date was supposed to be windsurfing... but no wind... i waited like 50mins for him... coz the ediot was late... but oh well.. i did so willingly... we decided to head down to suntec for a movie... think it was Meet the Fockers... love the "ASS-HOOOOLEEEE..." we didnt hold hands either... though we did speak about pple we know spotting us... (read: windsurf comm. when we didnt exactly want them to know yet...) and he said something about they probably wont conclude anything... unless they saw us like "this", proceeding to put his hand on my shoulders... still remember how weird that felt... i have a very GUY mentality... not exactly tomboy-ish... maybe that too... but just not very GIRL la... so when he did that... there was this sudden jolt of "you-are-no-longer-buddies" kinda feeling... but that didnt last... coz it was just a demonstration... throughout the movie i was wondering why he didnt reach for my hand or something... on the contrary i was like dying to hold his... in the end i made the first move... *rolls eyes* and we ended up holding hands throughout the movie... the best part? as we made our way out... he sweetly reached out for my hand before we headed down the steps of the cinema... how sweet... *melts* then for the rest of the day... we were struggling to find the perfect hand-holding position... until we met the gang for xy's bday... then have to pretend like we dunnoe each other... "those were the days man.." he was like so adorable... how not to fall head over heels you tell me? ----Stef stopped rambling at 13:26 --Link to Post |
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