13.1.05 |
school...
sianz... think i'm under bad influence... skipped maths lect today... muahah... but according to jon... the lecturer's good... oh well... will have to try to be there... meeting the wsf comm lots... great to be ard them... esp the girls... okok... the guys too... i think the pple ard you kinda determines whether or not you'll enjoy uni life... not so much of the course/hall/watever... but the people... coz they make such a difference... and guys... you've been great... even though we look as if we're headed for bankruptcy... still glad i have you all... think i'm not spending enuff time with my other friends... or i think they deserted me intentionally... Other Friends... i miss you all too... plz call me when you have dinners/jogs/bball/lunches... i AM still alive!!! miss family... having dinner with daddy tomorrow... though he was kinda reluctant... i seriously think he rather watch TV than have dinner with his daughter... but oh well... have to appreciate the fact that he's coming all the way just to pass me stuff... that i forgot to bring from home... I LOVE MY DADDY! funny how life can alternate between being amazingly pretty and disgustingly horrid... i guess the prettier life is for you... the more difficult you will find it to bear with unpleasantness... and the tougher life gets... the prettier you find the sweet parts to be... sounds kinda contradictory and illogical... but i seriously think this is the case... and if this is so... ...do i really want to be VERY happy... knowing that i will be VERY sad sometimes... ...or do i want to be just HAPPY... and be just SAD sometimes? oh well... i guess as alwaz... i'll take the extreme... and bask in the shortlived goodness of the moment... ----Stef stopped rambling at 01:01 --Link to Post |
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