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i guess the simplest things in life bring you the most happiness...
am just done with looking through the My Pictures folder on my lappie... memories of the great people, great times we shared... never fail to bring a smile to my face... or even a sudden surge in emotion... till you cant tell if it were a good or bad feeling... just something rather overpowering... frankly i cant put it to words... thats why i'm starting to sound incoherent and weird... oh well... thats the beauty of life itself... it's an experience... one that needs to be felt... not read or talked about... i guess the same goes for relationships... u cant talk abt it too much... it has to be felt... both in terms of touch and emotion... just hope that i'm feeling the rite thing... even as my joy builds up as the days go by... fear, too, accumulates at the back of my mind... just in total fear of the day the fairytale might end... it's quite agonising actually... pretty much on par with the positivity of it all... somehow i know that this isnt the right way to feel... and that i should, in fact, be living for the moment... savouring it while it is there... right in front of me... but i cant help it... just be there... be mine... ...and i'll be content. got 6 modules on hand right now... all examinable... so that means i will be grappling with 6 exams within one week... darn... not sure if i should go on with it... but every single one of the non-core mods has got a reason for me to take them... and after so much agony and hair-tearing... it'll be hard to put any one of these down... oh well... i'll have to try and manage... afterall... i survived the last semester... and emerged in one piece... ----Stef stopped rambling at 01:30 --Link to Post |
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