. be resourceful
 
 
. wasted time
 
 
. sanity check
 
 
. carbon dating
 
 
. frozen time
 
 
11.11.04
PE today was terrible...
program was compilable...
can run...
but output totally OUT...
WRONG...
SALAH...
CUO...
MAI DII...(thai: no good)
think the autograder's gonna hang when they put my program through...
haiz....
wad to do?
i'm not engin material man...
shucks...

played bball with the guys just now...
sam, nian, boredin, sean and this guy we met at the court...
had a helluva time...
gawd...
exercised our stomachs more than our legs or arms...
kept laughing...
the balls fell into the drain like twice...
nian kept marking me...
and threatening me with his sweat...
our forearms kinda slid past each other accidentally once...
and i was desperately trying to clean it after that....
pass the dettol!!
amazingly funny bunch...
we're so addicted that we're gonna play on friday nite...
again...
yeay!

and nian is nice (again)...
sean had extra pratas...
coz they both were full from dinner...
he offered to go get it from KE bus stop for me...
coz i had a weirdly timed lunch/dinner...
and no...
i'm not gushing over him...
=P

and now...
abt him...

i'm totally addicted to reading and re-reading our conversations on MSN...
regardless of how mundane our topics can be....
actually i dont think they are...
almost alwaz...
i'll end up smiling to my lappy...
something i havent done in a long time before i met him...
he's probably one of the few who i cant stop talking to....
BUSY tag on MSN?
"i'm BUSY talking to him!"...
topics just come one after another...
seriously i think i type too slowly...
and i feel as if there is so much i wanna know about him...
so much i wanna learn from him...
i feel as if i'm trying to make up for the 18 years i din know him...
and squeeze into every bit of his life possible...
i know the intentions aint mutual...
and he probably doesnt feel as much as i do...
but quite frankly...
i think i'm happy the way things are right now...
even if it means i have to keep mum about my feelings...

plz dont walk in, only to walk out...
stay, wont you please?


----Stef stopped rambling at 03:06
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