18.11.04 |
jialat...
did i ever mention my fetish for guys who wear specs on/off? and when they do.... they look super intellectual... its such a turn-on... plz remove the sexual connotations you think that statement had from ur imaginative mind... i think it goes in line with the, "i like my guys smart..." mentality... maybe acts as an illusion... i dunnoe... he wore specs that day... hope he doesnt find this.... so incriminating... what the hell am i doing here? physics in 2 days... unprepared... i'm screwed... really screwed... if only you knew... but do i really want you to know? the silence is painfully stifling... but just to enjoy another day the way it is now... i think its worth every bit... it doesnt matter if you do not feel the same... it does actually... "where's the love" if its just one-sided... just let me bask in the bittersweetness of the momentary "now you have it...now you dont..." and i'll be content... truly... ----Stef stopped rambling at 09:17 --Link to Post |
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