. be resourceful
 
 
. wasted time
 
 
. sanity check
 
 
. carbon dating
 
 
. frozen time
 
 
6.9.04
busy busy busy...
never been THIS busy in my entire life...
to think YEP stuff havent started...
exams are still a number of weeks away...
havent started training for wsfing...
but i'm already maxed out...
really dunnoe how...
every week its the same thing...
maths/physics/c.programming/el.eng dunnoe how to do...
cinema/landscape no time to do, readings dont understand...
suraj was just commenting i have no life...
go home and sleep...
come back pgp to work...
yeay man...
but i dont think i have much of a choice...
much as i want a life...
i dont think i can afford the time...
but i DONT CARE...
next saturday i MUST and WILL...
unless the guys pang sey me...
go for dinner/supper/drinks/watever with alwin and cy...
lalalaalaaa...

gonna be another 10-6 tomorrow...
after that still meeting eugene so that he can teach me programming...
and need to go library to study federico fellini's 8 1/2 so that i can write my 6-page essay on it...
gawd...
i dunnoe why i have been skipping meals so much...
but i'm still growing fatter and fatter...
my arms are like SOOOOOOO thick...
haiz...
very soon...
i wont dare to wear sleeveless tops liaoz...
and since i'm abstaining from so many types of clothes in case it accentuates the fat...
i dont think i have much to wear anymore...
how lamentable!

we made jason drive us back to pgp on sat...
so fun...
i kept calling him the taxi driver...
he's a nice guy to bully...
just like shaun and all...
so glad that they'll be with me on YEP: Thailand..
the YEP bunch are really really nice...
pema and i were amazed at how at ease we were with everyone...
there werent any overly =P kinda pple...
i found a ex-schoolmate's brother...
fiza from my cluster...
the guy i was chatting to during nitecycling...
becky from my jc...
woohoo!
i actually know more pple than i thought i knew...
thailand trip is gonna be a blast...
and considering its a meaningful trip to educate the public abt AIDS and all...
it just makes it all so wonderful...

uni life is not as lonely as i first thought it was...
i guess as you slowly go ard...
making frenz...
building frenships...
strengthening what you already have...
you'll find that there are, indeed, alot of pple ard you actually...
just that you didnt notice them...

cant tell if it's wrong person or wrong time...
its just wrong...
dont know how to tell him...
but cant leave it hanging like that as well...
if only i am as wise as i thought i am...


----Stef stopped rambling at 01:57
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