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been a number of days staying in school...
havent been sleeping much... doing stuff for rag day... USP's item was not as spectacular or fantastic as the rest... but i guess the fact that the few of us did put in effort to make it good... sufficed... it's the process that matters... what we walk away with after the whole experience... there were simply too few of us ard... we counted the number of people at the grandstand from USC... at max 18? din see alot of freshies arrd.... some were having econs lecture... some just din turn up... oh well... the USP blocks at PGP are pretty good really... now we have a grp of us... into playing bridge in the TV room... sleeping on the sofa... visiting each other's rooms... poor shaun though... only guy among the bulk of us girls in this bunch... chelsea, berwine, diana, yizhen, yonghui, shihui... found a neighbour to chat with during showers... a number of seniors who are rather nice... people i know taking my modules... only prb is i dunnoe anyone from my engineering klass... din go for engin orientation... but oh well... would probably get to know more pple... soon... i hope.. met my lit module lecturer already... rather scary an experience... people in the USP classes are super articulate... fluent and everything great... feel rather anti-superior... but i guess it would be an opportunity to see what i am capable of... that i, at least, make it to the end of sem 2... readings that i have to do are super hard to understand... lotsa movies to watch for this module... but they are done outside curriculum time... which is bad... coz it means i'll have less time for everything else... am starting to doubt my physics/maths ability once again... questioning why i did choose mech engin... am a little lost and confused... but i guess it's a natural phase... just saw the advert of maroon 5's CD.... sounds super nice... wanna get it... wanna watch the village as well... think it will be cool... but aint going out as much as before... to think i complain i din have tim eto go out when i was training over weekends last time... now that i have the time... i stay at home/hostel to rot... am becoming rather reserved, hermit-like of late... cant explain why... havent got my laptop yet... stella ng who ordered it one day later than i did got it already... same model... took loan too... eeky stuff... would feel super lost without a personal computer with me in hostel... let's hope i'll get it soon... tired... will go sleep... family bbq tomorrow... stuff to start reading up on... planning to meet up with renez... sleep... din sleep last nite... and the nite before was a pathetic 5 hrs... was practically floating ard the place by this afternoon... cleaning up the area with lots thinner din help either.... tired... ciaoz... ----Stef stopped rambling at 22:45 --Link to Post |
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