18.7.04 |
simply love going out with renez...
dunnoe why... but she's one of the few pple i can really go crazy with... she makes me feel at ease... makes me feel impt to her... and we alwaz have fun... regardless of how little time we have together... we have our own little lives... our other best friends... but sometimes we act as if we cant live without each other... making great big plans to meet up and have a ball of a time... when we both kinda know we're too busy for each other... kinda glad i replied her sms yesterdae morning asking her out today... or mightnt have gone out... in a long long time... went to watch windstruck... nice show... kinda cried abit... was drooling alot over the guy as well... told serene... if he were my physics teacher... i would die die take S paper just to see him more... like you are capable of that... man... i'll work THAT hard... the story's kinda predictable... everything lovey dovey... mishy mashy... but it's still sweet... i love stories like dat... just soOOOOOoooo pretty... helps that the guy's cute too! went ard shopping... bought a tee... wasnt anything amazing... just basic black... the cut makes me look fat... but i thought... at this point of time... What doesnt?! bought a new sling bag as well... aint fantastic once again... but i liked it... will bring to work tomorrow... think they are rather sick of my black converse sling bag... i've been using it everyday coz i've been too lazy to clear it out... just throw everything inside... ate with renez at kenny rogers... girl gave me a treat coz i passed her some backpacks to use for her hike... anyways... she earned loads in her previous job... woohoo! rich girl... quite amazed at her capability... the rest of us were betting that she would quit within a few days... aint exactly what a best fren would do... look down on your pal... sorries... but she's been fantastic... top sales agent... lotsa commission... bonuses... woohoo... happy for her... at least she now knows her specialisation... something to fall back upon... went for dinner with parents just now... just the three of us... woohoo! had three crabs... one hor fun... and one mee goreng... amazing quantity? but seriously... my family eats like dat all the time... kinda obvious from my lack of control over my waistline... but who cares!? just that i better start a detox program... or read up on crash dieting... oh my hair... went to dye it last sunday... it's now a browner brown... and the lady who was supposed to "trim it"... like i requested... started slicing off hair like cheese on a grater... crazy stuff... after the whole ordeal... there was almost nuthing left except for a few strangly strands... even olivier commented my hair looks "wilder, what did you do to it?"... argh!!! i din ask her to do that... i oni wanted a TRIM... where you snip snip... and viola! you're done! no! she continued snip snip snipping... mom and i concluded that she wanted to save on hair dye for my hair... so she desperately tried to cut down on the volume... and in turn save on dye... argh!!! and this bad cut has to happen right before uni... oh well... just my luck... it's make or break tomorrow... regarding the big job on hand... the clients served their ultimatum... and if we couldnt deliver what they wanted... we're axed... all this after we've put it so much??? oh well... i guess this is business... survival of the fittest... if you cant deliver... it's just sayonara... oh well... at least i had the chance to experience something like dat... the stress... the anguish... the pressure... the we-dont-owe-you-a-living... oh well... i hope things will start looking up... last week at work already... will miss the kind of work here... would be sad leaving the interesting industry... but oh well... i have to go to school yeah? and when i'm done with that... hopefully no more $6.50 per hour... ----Stef stopped rambling at 22:51 --Link to Post |
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