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finally...
my IE is not popping out with all the weird stuff and interupting my work proper... couldnt open the all-impt cors website yesterdae... was a traumatic experience... complained to daddy... was a wrong timing though... passed the stress to him... when he is already stressed and worried abt granny in hospital... was terrible of me... but i didnt realise it... dad, as alwayz, solved the problem... thank goodness... wonder what i'll do without him... went to visit granny today... aunt said she asked for me yesterdae... somehow... her behaviour kinda worries me... but am trying to push that to the back of my mind... fed her lunch... she din eat much... talked to me abt lots of stuff... things that none of us could really comprehend... hope she gets better... and that she can come home tomorrow... seeing dad this stressed and worried pains me... seeing granny insisting that she be discharged today... and being unable to do anything abt it... dad wasnt smiling at all the whole day... only forcefully when we were at the hospital... but i guess his mood did look better when the doc told him that granny was more or less ok... din drop by the studio today... vince called me at 12 plus... saying the guys wont be back in the studio till 3 plus... poor guy was stuck under the block... talked to him on the phone for awhile... complained to him abt CORS... dropped me a couple of tips on how to bid for modules... hah... i got the modules i bid for already... am just hoping the tutorials dont clash... am thinking of taking the 6 modules i got on hand rite now... a little crazy as it might sound... but its the average by USP standards... was looking at an example of a USP eng student sem 1 timetable... 1 writing module, 1 usp first tier, and 4 eng modules... same wad... not sure if i really wanna go on with it... but if this is the only way i'll hit the 160 MCs... so be it... not sure if i'm doing anything wrongly... i'm just bumping ard blindly... if anyone can help me along... would be entirely glad... din go for camps... usp's FOW doesnt seem entirely fantastic... havent got many friends in usp yet... nor eng... met a couple of my sec sch mates in usp... am glad... finally spotting familiar faces... did the turn-ard-and-"hi-i'm-stephanie" a couple of times... exchanged a couple of numbers... but somehow... i think i started uni on the wrong foot... would rather be more involved... more orientated... but i guess it cant be reversed... shall just take things as they come... hope that i'll get into the flow of things... and not end up in depression end this sem... but still... am glad i re-found berwine... had a great time crapping with her on friday... both of us bumping ard blindly together... a couple new friends... and a whole lot of confusion over CORS and the mass tear-hair-from-head session... hostel room is finally looking better... after dad chased stella and i out of the room and cleaned it ceiling to floor... yes... i'm spoilt and terrible/horrible... but i tried resisting... floor's not sticky anymore... the place (other than my wardrobe) smells better... thanks to the lavender room/linen spray from lala and merser... there is more colour in the room... i killed one bug... i met more pple in my level... but seriously... dont think that they are very friendly pple... but oh well... just hope i'm wrong... ahhh!!! need to go bathe.. meeting renez to get my bags back... ----Stef stopped rambling at 20:04 --Link to Post |
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