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2.7.04
finally...
the faces for the adverts are finally out...
and done...
ironically...
only when i was on medical leave...

shoot is confirmed...
so i no longer wreck my brains over not knowing whether i get to live to see another day...
vincent got the job he told me abt last week...
happy for him...
aint easy to find a job now...
glad that it is one that makes full use of his qualifications...
exchanged numbers...
felt as if it were the last time see each other...
well...
not sure if he's assisting in the shoot on monday...
he's been fun...
great smile...
nice personality...
well...
he did mention learning wsfing from lili...
then i'll see him out at sea...
if i do go back to the sport, that is...

day today was quite ok...
had some work to do from my absence yesterdae...
a few quotations...
some invoices...
a couple of calls...
and oh ya...
casting for a new job...
this time...
casting guys topless...
*slurps*
okok...
before you pple think what a perverted pervert i am...
and how dangerous it might actually be for me to cast these pple...
i must insist i'm just doing my job ok?
i din even giggle...
had one today...
coz olivier threw in his fren for this job...
low budget...
but need good bod...
oh well...
i've got no fren to throw in...
if job goes through...
i'll have more to come...
woohoo!

need sleep...
wanna wake to watch czech and greece...
and bet with daddy that the match that opened the tournament shall be the one that closes it...
that greece will meet portugal in the final...
chances quite slim...
i know...
czech's unbeaten record is astounding...
and its likely that they'll keep their winning streak...
but it would be interesting to see the greeks play against the portugeese again...

students have been sms-ing and msn-ing me that the exams were tough...
haiz...
exams have to be...
if not everyone would pass with flying colours and forget abt studying altogether...
after 12 years of the education system...
if there's one thing i learnt...
is that there is some truth in, "what doesnt break you, only makes you stronger..."
after all...
it is exams that show you what you dont know...
what you must/should/have to know...
and what you misunderstood all along...
even rite down to my a level prelims...
i was learning things i never caught during lectures/tutorials/tests/midyears...
if only they can see that exams are never meant to discourage...
nail complacency, yes...
but not to make them feel stupid or inferior..
or like YXY would say...
anti-superior...

it's all in the mind...
the mentality...
if only the school wasnt emphasising so much on retaining students...
or threatening to kick them out so much...
maybe its essential to scare the sh*ts out of some of them...
but still...
not to an extent of panic...
and incessant worry...
anguish...
ultimately...
it's not the teacher/principal/parent/tutor you have to answer to...
you only have to answer to yourself...
that you did not let urself down...
that you did everything to the best of your ability...


----Stef stopped rambling at 00:05
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