16.7.04 |
am hiccupping like siao...
prbs at work still not solved... got worse in fact... i think everything's kinda screwed up... i'm tired... olivier's tired.. chian's tired... the guys have it worse i guess... they work 10 times harder... think the only major worry i have is uni stuff... had casting for a few interesting pple today... sometimes i feel terrible when these pple are really nice... yet i cant give them the job becoz the client doesnt like them... i know its not being professional.. but sometimes... you just cant help it... went down to NUS today... had the medical checkup... checked on the deadline i missed... and realised that they had a different deadline... kinda screwed up... got me worried like hell last nite... one of the weekends that i have practically nuthing planned... i did actually... but as usual... got cancelled on again... it sucks... i really needed the break... a good saturday out... but i'm just too resigned to try arrange anything... suddenly i feel sad... lost... and alone... maybe i should just lock myself up at home and outgrow my horrid hair... i need a break. ----Stef stopped rambling at 23:21 --Link to Post |
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