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simply adore class 212...
its probably the oni klass where i will end my lesson with... "k... thats the end of the lesson... if you guys got questions we'll meet at the study area behind the assembly grd..." and i'll walk down to see more than half the klass there... even though not all of them have questions... we have a great relationship really... thing is... they treat me as a fren enough to wave at me when we see each other along corridors... yet they respect me enough to greet me, thank me and stuff... hard to explain... but i kinda enjoy helping them understand cheem concepts... stuff that i, as a student, never really understood coz i just simply refused to approach the teachers... so i train 'specialists' amongst my students... those who approach me... drilling them on certain concepts and getting the rest to approach them should they need help on it... i guess helping pple reinforces your knowledge... so really... they're actually helping themselves and each other... today i had consultations with quite a number of them... esp abt the shapes of molecules... coz mr lim kinda rushed abit thru it... tough to lecture on such a topic... it's an amazing feeling when you see their face light up like that when the grasp the idea... finally... gives you a temporary high... instantaneous dipole-induced dipole... that feels damn good... was in lecture today... spoke to the guy who we played bball with... i think guys like that are pretty cool... good-lookers with no-airs... hard to come by really... din realise his klassmate played with us that day too... until he saw me and screamed "screened methyl orange"... he's the funnie guy who came over to the teachers' team midway... wanted to call him to pass him the ball but dunnoe what to call him... until i heard his team mates calling him tau gay... hehhe... cute stuff... i'm infatuated... not really.. not exactly... entirely... muahaha... just saw this guy in the bus... he aint good looking... but i guess he just exludes a certain charm... maybe its just his clothes... that were ultra nice... think it was a white ralph lauren shirt... and blue jeans... he had yujin's built... though abit smaller... adrian's look... and probably samuel's tan... i think it was simply that i've alwaz thought tanned guys look ultra great in white shirts and cropped hair... explaining why i forced sam to buy whites back in pattaya... and oh yes! i touched his hair!!!! coz my hand was on the grab poles... and he rested his head on it... before i shifted and he, taken aback... awww.... i touched his hair... *dazed* k... that was lame... just need something to blab abt la... life's getting a tad too monotonous for me... but stressful... dad's really worried abt my sleeping habits... he's suspecting some sleep disorder... asked me to take up yoga or something... stress relief... man... i want to... if only he sponsors... i'm not quite done with sponging off my parents really... hehhe... hard earned money is really quite hard to spend... ----Stef stopped rambling at 23:26 --Link to Post |
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