| 19.3.04 |
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woke pretty early today...
adecco never called... hiaks... think its retribution for me... the way i had to treat the other pple for the flyer thingy... oh well.. but on the bright side... at least mr koh called again... spent some 20 mins on the phone... crapping and bargaining... discussing uni entry or whether females should just get married and be happy... but he needs help on monday la... thomas going to leave... which is weird coz pple his age would be rather happy with a stable job... the kids did ask me abt his absence... but din know he really quitting... so mr koh's advertising for drivers... hiaks... told him to change the ring tone... i abit scared of his previous ring tone liaoz... it's quite enticing an offer actually... coz it's effectively a raise... and considering once again that i save on the PTS... stef sounds human again.. money isnt everything... but it makes things work... The Stand is a really thick book... dont even feel like starting on it... i take a pretty long time before i start getting intrigued by a book... almost finished Lord of the Flies before i started liking it... appreciating it... i have short attention span... and very little patience... actually there are only two things holding me back from reg for engineering in NTU... 1. the fact that i never enjoyed science/maths that much... unlike in JC where there was GP lessons to keep me sane and balance... where thought it provoked and creative thinking encouraged... i think the literary side of me will feel rather claustrophobic in such a E=mc2 environment... my english is not that wonderful... but like the volume of my posts suggest... i like writing... not writing abt serious stuff... but i appreciate literature... and expression of one's thoughts/feelings/emotions... scared i cannot handle the massive amount of physics/maths... and my lack of f maths background... 2. pple keep telling me NTU engineering no good... and what not... dumping ground... second choice... i guess it might be time to disregard wad pple say... yes, i appreciate feedback and opinions... but recalling wad countless individuals told me abt AJ... hearsay aint alwaz rite... i'll never know what i'll turn out like if i went to some top5 JC or something... but frankly... i think i turned out just fine graduating from ajc... ----Stef stopped rambling at 12:30 --Link to Post |
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