17.3.04 |
i think the question of wad course to take and whether or not to try scholarships is giving me more sleepless nights than the release of the results itself...
*shrugs* and getting the relevant forms and knowing what stuff to write aint that easy as well... just regret i din start earlier... not like starting earlier will help either... i'm still undecided abt the course to take... its quite irritating really... *hiccups* want to take engineering... coz have alwaz wanted to join the RSAF... it'll be great, wont it? seriously i have no idea... goals and ambition change all the time... reckon if i'm bonded somewhere... it's highly likely that i'll regret and end up dragging my 4 years... but if i dont try for one... i wonder about my family's finances... parents are both working... but mom's company is re-structuring within the year... and there IS 9 pple in the house to support... will uni tuition/hostel fees would be a terrible burden... even if they are oni from my dad's CPF... quite frankly i dunnoe... i want job security that comes with scholarships as well... i'm talking as if i'll get them if i apply for them... darn... quite frankly... i dont know what i want... ----Stef stopped rambling at 11:08 --Link to Post |
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