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17.3.04
i think the question of wad course to take and whether or not to try scholarships is giving me more sleepless nights than the release of the results itself...
*shrugs*
and getting the relevant forms and knowing what stuff to write aint that easy as well...
just regret i din start earlier...
not like starting earlier will help either...
i'm still undecided abt the course to take...

its quite irritating really...
*hiccups*
want to take engineering...
coz have alwaz wanted to join the RSAF...
it'll be great, wont it?
seriously i have no idea...
goals and ambition change all the time...
reckon if i'm bonded somewhere...
it's highly likely that i'll regret and end up dragging my 4 years...
but if i dont try for one...
i wonder about my family's finances...
parents are both working...
but mom's company is re-structuring within the year...
and there IS 9 pple in the house to support...
will uni tuition/hostel fees would be a terrible burden...
even if they are oni from my dad's CPF...
quite frankly i dunnoe...
i want job security that comes with scholarships as well...
i'm talking as if i'll get them if i apply for them...
darn...


quite frankly...
i dont know what i want...

----Stef stopped rambling at 11:08
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