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. frozen time
 
 
24.3.04
am kinda wondering will i survive if i'm ever unable to blog...
this blog has been such a big part of me since the very day i started...
i admit i started writing coz other pple started...
coz it sounded like a fine idea...
but i think in terms of enthusiasm and my volume of crap...
i think i outlasted them all...

i'm not an exhibitionist...
some people might strongly disagree...
maybe i am...
unconcious of it...
but that was never my primary goal...
all i really wanna do is share my feelings, emotions and experiences with pple i hold dear to me...
fine...
i'm self-justifying...
and its not working...

the real reason behind is...
i cant think of an easier and more convenient way to keep a journal than push-button publishing...
1. i dont have to spend money on pens, books, correction fluid...
2. i get to leave frens subtle hints of wad to get me on my birthday...
(muahahhaa! bet you never knew!)

3. that maybe one day...
after ten whole years of blogging...
i get to touch pple's lives like the books i've been reading did...

was icq-ing ben k the other day...
that un-Morrie-like people probably outnumber 'Morrie's 1 : 1 000 000...
okay...
that was an exaggeration...

but was discussing that in one lifetime maybe...
the number might...
just might...
turn into 2 : 999 999...
thing is...
i wanted to be in that very minority...
i guess all of us do...
and judging by the odds...
i think its more difficult than getting into the dean's list ya?


----Stef stopped rambling at 17:25
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