24.3.04 |
am kinda wondering will i survive if i'm ever unable to blog...
this blog has been such a big part of me since the very day i started... i admit i started writing coz other pple started... coz it sounded like a fine idea... but i think in terms of enthusiasm and my volume of crap... i think i outlasted them all... i'm not an exhibitionist... some people might strongly disagree... maybe i am... unconcious of it... but that was never my primary goal... all i really wanna do is share my feelings, emotions and experiences with pple i hold dear to me... fine... i'm self-justifying... and its not working... the real reason behind is... i cant think of an easier and more convenient way to keep a journal than push-button publishing... 1. i dont have to spend money on pens, books, correction fluid... 2. i get to leave frens subtle hints of wad to get me on my birthday... (muahahhaa! bet you never knew!) 3. that maybe one day... after ten whole years of blogging... i get to touch pple's lives like the books i've been reading did... was icq-ing ben k the other day... that un-Morrie-like people probably outnumber 'Morrie's 1 : 1 000 000... okay... that was an exaggeration... but was discussing that in one lifetime maybe... the number might... just might... turn into 2 : 999 999... thing is... i wanted to be in that very minority... i guess all of us do... and judging by the odds... i think its more difficult than getting into the dean's list ya? ----Stef stopped rambling at 17:25 --Link to Post |
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