| 23.2.04 |
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walked into my home at abt 10 plus...
laid down at the doorway of my home... really... simply just flat on the floor... freaking tired... and realised that i spent more than wat i actually earned today... damn... bought the two books by mitch albom while waiting for yollie at jubilee... cost me 40 whole bucks... maybe if she was early i wouldnt have spent that money... but oh well... day started at 0830... i was kinda locked out... coz key that my boss gave me was wrong... so his mom opened the door for me instead... was left alone for most of the time... amazing that he leaves his whole HOUSE in my hands... not knowing what i'll do... was fighting with the xerox... the paper jams and errors were driving me nuts... the problematic feeder kept 'not-scanning' my page 2 of tao nan's science p4 CA paper... cant find the names i needed to update in access... boss kept disappearing when i needed him most... miss neo wasnt utterly friendly even though i tried to be... she was new too... but she seemed utterly cold... miss sim and miss yeo are kinda the nicest... but dont get much time with them since they are teaching most of the time... left abt 1430... met yollie for lunch and movie... lunch was abt 1530... at mos burger... kinda crazy... but oh well... watched along came polly... it was funnie, sweet, sad... all at the same time... but i din enjoy THAT much... coz was yawning most of the time... i think both of us kinda bogged down by work... enjoyed going out with her alone though... its been a long time... went compass point after that... got a 12 bucks bag with a faulty zipper from pepper plus... last piece... so it was faulty zipper or nuthing at all... reckon that it din matter very much... as long as i got a bag which size i needed and design i liked... and not that pricey... i like m(phosis bags though... love my grey one to bits... but i need something bigger for work... and i found it... start work again at 1900... bought xian jian bing to work... reckon they all seemed like poor, overworked, starved staff... left it in the kitchen... they finished two.. i brought the rest home... taught a p1 klass today.. coz miss au was sick... made them do a english paper... they were all very enthusiastically sweet little girls... liked them very much... but felt utterly horrible when i needed to ask them to keep quiet... felt bad when one of the more talkative ones went utterly quiet... i feel as if i'm stunting their growth... refer to totto-chan: little girl by the window... but i had to... in order to finish wad i had to... she was entirely sweet... all saying sweet goodbyes when they got on the bus to go home... but i guess i wont get to teach them again... anyway... teaching's not for me... i'm pretty much an impatient person... but i do love kids... they're the sweetest things... did the locking up at 2200... amazing once again that i'm trusted with the keys... miss yeo said mr koh wont be back tonite... shucks... i just hope i wont be alone again in the morning tmr... even though mr koh is quite noisy when i'm trying to concentrate... his conversations make work fun... hiakz... just dont like him calling me xiao3 niu2 aka little cow... kinda gross me out abit... today in the bus on my way from AMK... was sleeping like a pig with my mouth wide open... it has been a long time since i was this tired... but somehow... it felt good... it reminded me of my TK days... shuttling between bball trainings and wsfing... reminded me of my AJ days... staying up late with council proposals and wsfing intensives... frankly... i feel useful again... and i guess when that happens... u find a whole new meaning to life again... stef... stop spending money... ----Stef stopped rambling at 23:16 --Link to Post |
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