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. wasted time
 
 
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. carbon dating
 
 
. frozen time
 
 
2.2.04
quite crazy a sunday yesterdae...
brought my siblings...cousin...and eugene...
out to watch Stuck on You..
and have lunch at the jap ramen place...
arcade...ice cream...
it was ultimate fun sia...
esp with not old yet not young kids...
we had a great time...
really...
never knew we could clicked that well...

then met up with parents after they checked into meritus mandarin...
we booked a room there for the night...
ate the famous chicken rice...
which we thought wasnt that fantastic...
watched a late Cheaper by the Dozen with my sibs...
while parents went for the last samurai...
since i already watched it...
show wasnt that fantastic...
but i really cried and cried...
coz empatised with steve martin's character...
stuck in the dilemma of going all out for his dreams...
and staying grounded for all of practicality...
was sad he couldnt work things out for the better...
that his children would understand and support his dreams...
kinda wondered to myself....
whether i still am the ambitious individual...
dreaming the impossible...
the spectacular...
the bliss...
or have i fallen back to earth...
and accepted my fate...
that i would never live that dream...
nor even think of it again...

watched TV till abt 3 am...
in the hotel room...
slept on the bed...
while sibs were on the floor with the sleeping bag...
hey! they offered!
all the way till check out...
stupid way to spend money, yesh...
but it was fun la...

been eating alot these few days...
think i should stop bingeing on food...
before i start putting on weight...
coz i havent since my pattaya days...
may its coz i lost muscle but gained fat...
since fat lighter than muscle...
weight should be ard the same..

will sleep again...
tired sia...
wan an!

----Stef stopped rambling at 16:07
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