| 27.10.03 |
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went to sch to study today...
thinking there'll be lotsa pple to study with... but by 1pm... was alone in the lib... defeated the point of going to sch in the first place... but there wasnt a table i could join without being either a huge lightbulb... or a freaking pain in the ass... decided to go home... maybe stake out the lib or the BK near my home... oh ya... was in the same bus with tall and not-so-tall things in the morning... made a point to sit far far away... so even if i lightbulb... the intensity of the light is lower... since I=k/d^2... where k is a constant to be determined... they din resist... so i guess it was the right move ya??? walked ahead of them in sch... since they stayed behind... i guess it wasnt a wrong move either ya??? heh... but not bad la... at least when reach sch... got 4 tables i could join at the 3rd level... ck...grace...wd...YXY... since gracie was expecting some pple... and CK looked hostile... merged the latter two into one table... and sat in... two gao shou ard my table... scary leh... left sch ard two plus... reached home with lunch in hand... sis say wanna go lib... so was thinking why not? can see shuai ge also... but not only shuai ge dun haf... table also dun have... so started reading up on sexual violence... urban terrorism... and even picked up an outdated copy of the economist... then when finally got seat... piggy sis made me order choc and blueberry danishs... with icecream... my hazel nut cuppacino.. hazelnut ice blend... and wedges... we sure pigged out... and there was this farnie guy who kept asking me to look after his stuff for him when he left the lib for awhile... he looked so apologetic... so ke ai... haha... its quite farnie when u see a tall big guy being tormented by so much notes like dat... and furiously scribbling on his PDA... sis and i were contemplating running away with his PDA... muahaha... but we realised SK's kinda small not to ever see him again... was a nice guy... came over when he was leaving to thank us again... nice to encounter pple like dat... makes ur day to know that little favours are actually greatly appreciated... even with strangers... loonie called me a couple of nites ago... think my pattaya fund cant stand on its own anymore... seems that andrew wants us to get our own board bags and thermal suits... so on our side... the whole pattaya trip will cost 800 bucks... excluding personal expenditure... and thats even after SSF paid 10 grand for the 5 of us... freak... never knew it was going to be tat costly... but i guess when u fly a 18kg board over... and an 8 kg rig... have hotel standards accomodation for 3 weeks... the cost will probably shoot skywards... damn! i'd rather sleep in the streets... 800 bucks leh... seriously dun wanna touch my parents money.. *starts to wonder how much that ntuc award is worth...* argh... hate it... dont even know whether i'm going pro with this... dun even have the standard... argh... and i'm spending so much hard-saved money on it... not even on equipment... end of the day... if i were to quit... i'll just be left with some useless accessories... no sponsored board or sail... man... am starting to wonder if its a ploy to earn our money and what not... argh!!! am kinda in a bad mood today i guess... if it wasnt for the guy at the lib... or the little kids smiling at me at the lib... or the lady at the cafe counter remembering me... i think i'll probably snap... wont say life sux... coz... life is wad you make out of it... just that something is very wrong with mine... and i had better do some tweaking before its too late... kinda wondering where's ant as well... was supposed to meet him online at 9... but its been hours... quite unlike him to fang wo fei ji w/o a call or something... just hope he's alrite... ----Stef stopped rambling at 23:07 --Link to Post |
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