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4.10.03
its gonna rain soon...
air feels cold on the skin..
esp with the fan blowing at my back...
am seated in front of the PC in the living area...
maid's watching suria on the tV...
plugged into WMP...
tao ze's ji mo de ji jie playing...
dunnoe why but it feels comforting...
mandarin sucks...
dun know wad he's singing...
like i actually care...
for it gives me a sense of serenity and comfort...

song played over to the demo of black tangerine...
put the whole album into my PC memory...
so i could just play it altogther...

rain's starting to fall...
could hear the pitter patter on the window pane...
the thunder...
and see the occasional flash of lightning...

am reminded of the times i would just hide under his pillow when i see lightning...
and he'll just burst out laughing...
before trying to be the all-time sensitive new age guy...
telling me its just the thunder...
and putting his hands over my ears...


am less afraid of lightning and thunder now...
i guess when no one's there to cover ur ears for u...
u just learn to take it in ur stride...

----Stef stopped rambling at 22:41
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