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i think the 'trying-to-motivate-myself-to-study' is getting my mind a little crazed...
went jogging just now... before dinner... and was jogging ard sengkang... kinda realised... at every cross junction... my direction next would be determined by which side was flashing the green man... followed that... and i almost ended up in hougang... but thats besides the point... my point is... it seems all so similar to life... its kinda like... when we come to a crossroad... we make our decisions for the most minute reasons... and as such... in a rather confusing mess... our lives are largely determined by the decisions we make in our lives... like now... my decision whether or not to mug hard for the a's... will ultimately decide where i end up in life... be it sengkang or hougang... it's kinda scary too if you think abt it hard enuff... i dont think i'm mature enough to decide for myself... i might be 18... but there are many things i cant fathom abt life... too many things in fact... somehow you'll want to let it all go and let someone else steer ur ship... but you know you cant... coz you know oni you can/should/will write ur own destiny... hiakz! i think i say here say there... in the end still come to a conclusion... 'go study la!' but bleah... not yet... will do so after my bath... but i'm still cooling down... after the super-full dinner, tat is! ----Stef stopped rambling at 20:08 --Link to Post |
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