| 11.10.03 |
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din manage to pry myself off the PC...
and realised i'm kinda too addicted to blogger... suddenly i kinda thought that i shouldnt be blogging my whole life for the world to see... is life really that unfulfilling to me that i seek solace in a lifeless interface? suddenly occured to me that pple were actually reading my blog... apart from the usual suspects... suddenly i sense the exhibitionism i've alwaz despised... i dunnoe whether to continue or stop coz the blog have alwaz been the container for my bottled feelings... keeping me sane i guess... somehow i really dunnoe... maybe i should stop coming on as often... and conc on what deemed more important... a levels... windsurfing... and my social circle... which seems horribly miserable... i think friendster the culprit in making me feel this way...=P was going home today... felt as if pple were staring at me... i'm not going crazy... just inferiority complex i guess... sounds like the lyric rolling at the bottom of the page rite now... i lurve that song... think it fits me to a T... argh... PMS PMS... hope it'll pass soon... ----Stef stopped rambling at 17:23 --Link to Post |
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