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was talking to james late last nite...
knew him for some time now... 3 years??? i guess so... seriously... how u'd tell if pple were serious abt wad they're saying? i wasnt sure he was... coz it felt weird... to be coming from him... 3 years after we first got to know each other... 0.5 years since we last met... somehow though i yearn to say why not... its the wrong time... and more importantly... wrong person... wrong feelings... esp not after i went thru my email folder... to take out all the .mid ben sent me over the years... reminded of everything... read abt his puppy love... where the first person he liked in primary sch... din become his gf... but his first gf at 12... wasnt someone he liked... that is how ironic life can be... an irony no one can avoid esp in matters of the heart... frankly i dun even know what i'm feeling for ***... coz i havent been able to put ben down yet... considering there's so much of him in my blog... dunnoe... am considering to give him a call.. at home... if there's something i can reach him with... it has to be his home phone... just tat i never liked calling pple at home... but i guess i have to... if i were to really be able to put everything down... and call a truce... TRUCE: tr. & intr.v. truced, truc·ing, truc·es intermission of action, pain.... and as the mood of my blog changes... i guess so would the .mid... its from him too... *change of text* one of my favourite pieces... definitely NOT composed by him... one BIG error... and a few smaller ones...nevertheless... enjoy... ----Stef stopped rambling at 14:25 --Link to Post |
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