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somehow...
was rumaging thru my saved email... the excerpt's from him... somehow... it just feels so correct... yet so wrong... am i supposed to wait for my old surf board? or doggy paddle till i come across a new one? ...for ur case, it's lik...er...k let mi give u a scenario...u r surfing far far out..in the middle of the ocean...den a big storm came..u lost ur board..& the storm continues..u r bout to drown..den u found a wooden plank...u grab on to the plank as tight as u can...den the storm faded away...u found another surf board...u abandon the plank and go to the new found board...all that left in u about the plank is nothing more than regrets and gratitude, for u noe u've nv loved the wooden plank. so be sure about ur feelings before committing to another relationship.. juz curious elf, i mean eff....if u r interested in someone, will u make the first move? to wat extend will u go to let him noe 'bout ur feelings? ever since my frend revealed her feelings directly to mi..i've been asking myself tis..surely it'll be alrite to tell the other person directly if there's a mutual liking....but if love is only one-sided..or at least u aint sure how the other party is feeling towards u..is it a good idea to be so bold afterall?? u might juz screwed up the frendship...kinda confused, coz i always believe in the direct way...maybe i should start holding bk my feelings a little...adopt a more cautious approach toward bgr. if u're wondering abt the eff and the pun on elf... well... we took away part of each others' names... and that was our nicknames for each other... mine was st-EFF... and i called him b-ENNY... weird... but oh well... the elf part... he kinda gloats abt himself being 14cm taller than me... knowing that i hate my height... for not being able to fly... so oh well.. ----Stef stopped rambling at 15:03 --Link to Post |
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